Signed sealed and delivered

I'm a sucker for this, I gotta get one.

I'll try to submit one

I totally understand that you're not a drama tuber, nor am I trying to push you in that direction. I will, however, take up that offer on the space to talk. Even if it's just one person that knows the extent of the damage done, I think it's a win.

Healing isn't possible, unfortunately. I've developed symptoms of PTSD (from that + other things) that have cost me a lot of time, relationships and opportunities. I was robbed.

I'd be more than happy to go down the list of what I know and what he did with me, but I know you're not into drama so I can spare that.

All you need to know is that he runs and hides behind the bible repeatedly to justify his actions. I have no respect for him, and never will.

This is the real Sasu writing.

With all due respect, I still deal with the mental/emotional fallout from this nearly a year later. Being pushed to your absolute limit is no joke, it's some of the scariest shit you can think of.

- Calan enjoys guns, but now only in an antique sense. He can't stand guns firing anymore. In fact, he can't stand loud, bustling areas .

- Calan is an avid reader and loves to write sci-fi. It helps pass the time. His goal is to be an accomplished and self-sustaining writer or author one day.