I do that sometimes, but more often it's "I wanna die" or "I wish I was dead." It's a bad habit, my sharks are trying to get me to stop doing that

Yeah, I guess maybe it's fine as long as you're sure it's the right person for you. And, moving makes sense right now!!

Idk, if I'm overseas, I wanna make sure I know who I'm with and where I'm going. And, even if you got together, it would end up being a long-distance relationship, right? So, I wouldn't, but that's up yo you. Maybe I'm just overly cautious, and that caution is probably good cuz I'm trans.

Yeah. I probably wouldn't go with people I just meet at a bar, at least, not till I get to know them better

Thank you! That looks cool!! I don't think I could pull off that look, but you look good in it.

still getting caught up on all the messages I missed!

Ooh, you should post a picture when you get it! (tho maybe you already did cuz I didn't go on Bluesky for like 2 days)

If he doesn't take his pillow back, I'll make sure to burn it. I want my book back though!!!

I don't even get why I get tummy aches too!! I swear I never had them back when I thought I was a boy

I'm actually good about never picking up my phone if I wake up in the middle of the night. I think it helps, though that might be hard to avoid for some people.

Just sent a request!

Taco bell was actually on my bucket list of things to do, because apparently I had eaten a lot of it before I was born, but I didn't have any more until half a year ago. It tasted pretty good : )

Well, inviting them over is good, even though they didn't end up coming over. I'm glad you have good friends : )

If I knew you IRL, I would ask if I could come over and hang out and cook stuff in your kitchen. If you're comfortable with it, maybe you should try inviting your friends to your house so you don't have to go outside! Either way, I hope you have nice friends : )

I totally get that! There's nothing wrong with cancelling stuff if you're having too much anxiety, especially if that anxiety would have stopped you from enjoying it anyways.

I'm really happy it went well!!! I was worried, but I didn't say anything cuz I didn't want it to make other people worried by worrying. I was probably worrying for no reason, I'm just glad it went well : )