chloe
sappho.systems
chloe
@sappho.systems
private account for bunny
pls don't follow if i dont know u
sorry if you're having to see me complain on your timeline. i kinda get it

none of this will matter in a few months anyway, hopefully by then i just end it all so at least i don't have to suffer anymore
February 1, 2026 at 12:38 AM
i will forever be jealous of anyone in western countries

they don't go through these struggles

they're just living their lives and my followers are most likely looking at my posts and thinking im insane
February 1, 2026 at 12:34 AM
why did i have to be born here of all places
February 1, 2026 at 12:30 AM
i dont want to wake up anymore please just take the pain away
February 1, 2026 at 12:26 AM
i will never make it out of here i will be stuck here and get drafted after i graduate

i hate this
i hate all of this

i never want to end up there
a year of my life wasted away while i get bullied or harassed or assaulted or worse
February 1, 2026 at 12:25 AM
i dont want to cry i just want to end it once and for all i dont want to go through this pain anymore
February 1, 2026 at 12:23 AM
i hate waking up
i hate dreaming about living in safety together with her only to wake up for another day in an authoritarian and cruel regime
February 1, 2026 at 12:22 AM
i dont think i will make it after i graduate
February 1, 2026 at 12:19 AM
im feeling this might be my last year
February 1, 2026 at 12:18 AM
one of these days I wish to just disappear
February 1, 2026 at 12:13 AM
thank u all for the kind words
December 4, 2025 at 9:22 AM
im sorry if i haven't replied to you immediately these past few weeks

i can't control my thoughts anymore. everything is so scary. i wish it could all stop
disappearing off the face of the earth would solve every one of my worries right now

it would also mean my partners being in a state of grief that i cannot even imagine

it's so hard to go on
i don't want to

the last few weeks have been nothing but thoughts of self harm
December 1, 2025 at 5:14 PM
disappearing off the face of the earth would solve every one of my worries right now

it would also mean my partners being in a state of grief that i cannot even imagine

it's so hard to go on
i don't want to

the last few weeks have been nothing but thoughts of self harm
December 1, 2025 at 5:07 PM
up to a year or two of my life being gone and being and living in horrifying conditins

at that point i just want to disappear off the face of the earth
thinking about cutting back on eating by a lot so i don't go flat broke

worrying about my scholarship just being gone after this semester due to my lackluster performance in 2 subjects

worrying about getting drafted after i graduate in just a few months from now

i don't think it gets any better
December 1, 2025 at 5:04 PM
thinking about cutting back on eating by a lot so i don't go flat broke

worrying about my scholarship just being gone after this semester due to my lackluster performance in 2 subjects

worrying about getting drafted after i graduate in just a few months from now

i don't think it gets any better
December 1, 2025 at 5:02 PM
i so don't want to visit my family during the new year but i might ultimately just be forced to
December 1, 2025 at 5:01 PM
nothing is going right lately
December 1, 2025 at 4:48 PM
hаlimеdе apparently has a discord server (scary)

joined it by accident but it's fascinating
November 28, 2025 at 4:58 PM
hop
November 28, 2025 at 3:19 PM
🐇
November 28, 2025 at 2:19 PM
a few more i took the other day... 😵‍💫
November 27, 2025 at 7:09 PM
pspspspspspsps
November 25, 2025 at 4:41 AM
my nipples should not be this sensitive on injections even with me barely touching it...
November 24, 2025 at 8:17 PM
hi
November 23, 2025 at 5:12 PM
Reposted by chloe
playing this in the background of my stream simply refusing to acknowledge it and making sure it's on the VOD track so it doesnt show up in any clips or recordings
youtube????
November 23, 2025 at 12:26 AM