All I'm gonna say is that I have been too hard on myself and IDK if I'm ever going to meet some of the people again at this rate.

I'm scared if people will see the positive of my changes... Or if people will be happy to see me Change. Or if I doubt change. I'm so nervous.

Agreed

At least it's going to help clear out the AI-slop that's flooding search engines. Every search engine needs these filters.

I'll still be on a hiatus while I continue to reflect on my self, go thru therapy and with the help of a peer support group I'm trying to find. I just wish I can be better for all of y'all.

I know things can't change overnight. It'll take time for me to heal. For myself and all affected. In the mean time, I need to prioritize myself and to become a better person. We are all human. I wish I can make it right for everyone.

My goal now is to know better for myself and others. Going to therapy will be the right choice to help improve how I communicate and work with people. More important, if they want to reconcile, I will be willing to listen and improve from my mistakes.

I wish I can get back to terms on reconcilation and resolving what went wrong from a heated argument. I feel saddened if I wasn't aware, naive, or if anything went wrong from the perspective on the other side. Sadly, I don't know if they'll reconsider.