in my defense it was a fucking big spider

aw hello munchkin 💓

oh to be so full of love your heart may break free of your chest

the fact that there are people in this world who held me during full trauma-induced breakdowns and witnessed me at my peak self-destructive form and have been on the receiving end of my trigger reaction of vitriol and STILL they love and value and cherish me is sooooooo !!!!!!!!!!

i do my best to be a good person or a neutral person at worst but i am still so very flawed as all people are and yet!! there are people who pick up the phone whenever i call (as long as they can)!! and people who change their work schedules to spend time with me!!

it was an absolutely beautiful trip, thank you 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

i love you

she seats 194 people!! the first class lav has a pedal to open the trashcan and the lavs in the back have trashcans behind the toilets but everyone thinks the compartment beneath the sink that stores sick bags is the trash so they shove crazy things in there

and yes i do mean 75 hours on this plane alone in the year 2025

and on top of that — how disconnected we've become that folks yearn so desperately for the feeling of creation that they're willing to lose the humanity in the final product; you're searching for substance where there is none, you're trying to feel human warmth in something empty and cold.

i am a pomeranian apologist i will never take that back or give that up