I hope that can give you some peace too, your place isn't what some dude who is running an algorithm for efficiency thinks is what people should do. It's better and more basic and still more complex. (That said, biopsych is kind of bullshit, but like I said, gave me some peace)

My job is staying up late around the fire telling stories and making sure we don't get eaten by cougars, not bleep bloopin in spreadsheets.

I think about something similar, since rationalizing my own neurodiversity gave me a lot of peace. ADHD being genetically comalignant with delayed phase sleep disorder basically made me realize the problem was modern capitalism, not me.

My dad owns that issue (along with some of the Steranko Captain Americas). I remember just staring at that awesome shit all the time.