I try too hard to improve everyone else's life instead of mine because I assume everyone is suicidal. But after 25 years of thankless work it really prevented me from becoming an individual and I keep getting angry at everyone else for not trying as hard as me to keep it together

Gave up on my family. Some have changed and grown but :/ I'll never feel safe around them anyway.

We'll have to go insano-style and boot up Webfishing instead

I'm the only one who weighs my friends and strangers situations against my own before they tell me anything. I'm assuming people have things they are dealing with and it would be rude of me to derail someone else's life just to listen to all the ways life's fucked me. I need to get over myself

I'm the only one holding myself back because I look at people's situations and decide that there's no room in anyone's life to deal with me. Everyone's on the brink of suicide and I can't be the extra problem. No one fucking else is holding themselves back for everyone else's sake

Yeah, I should really be quicker on the uptake that it probably means I need to touch grass when that happens

"MY kind? Have you looked in a mirror lately-CANADIAN?!"