With both of those in mind, you should take a few minutes and email or call your representative in the House and ask them / demand that they cosponsor.

I lied. I will not stop being vulnerable online

I guess what I mean is that I think I lack some very basic skills.

There are so many people wrestling with bigger, more pertinent problems in cooler ways than I could undertake; I do not know where I fit in when it comes to fighting back. Maybe as just another body.

Problem is that I am very fucking tired and wary of human interaction. Specifically my ability to navigate it wisely and handle my fuckass emotions without hurting others and isolating myself.

Why don't you "take" a walk