Updating on this. I've been homeless and unable to work due to my (now ex) fiance making an attempt on her life. My whole world feel apart and then I lost everything I had left, including the kitten I was trying to keep with me. Unfortunately, I'm still not housed and still unable to work

I went to my psychiatrist and found out what seems to be impacting my mental health the most, so now I'll have medications to help. Also, while tracking my health, I realized how much my health is impacted by my menstrual cycles. I can take better care of myself now

Next, I also learned that I face a huge ptsd thing every day and only just realized it. It's been happening my whole life, and I can't believe I never realized before. The superpower I wanted as a kid was invisibility. I realized the reason is because then, there's a reason people don't notice me.

Firstly, I finally understand why people say your environment is a reflection of your mind. You take care of your environment and yourself better when you feel like you deserve good things like that. You treat yourself more human when you feel like you deserve to feel human. I'll work on that more

I can't actually tell people what their relatives are trying to tell them. I can with tarot I guess if people really want me to do that, but I can't actually give an exact quote unless it's screamed at me either energetically, vibrationally, or through the colors I see.

I can track the energies of spirits, magic, people, animals, etc. I'm a seer. I see colors, people, energies, paths, magic, trauma, etc. I see right through people and right through energies to the "real" person or energy. No one can hide from me. It's very intense.