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SammyBear
@sammybear.bsky.social
Cis grey-ace PoC wordsmith and aspiring voice talent. He/Him. Chaotic half to GMHina. SammyBear on Twitch, ArcaneVenom on HITRECORD. Pun connoisseur.
Thanks, and same for you from me.
October 23, 2025 at 1:21 AM
My eyes refused to focus on the slashes. So I thought your character's name was "Joyce Rory Susan". 😅
October 16, 2025 at 8:58 PM
I appreciate the kind words, my dude. Again, I'm OK. Just had some thoughts that begged to be put to text form.

I also enjoy your company, whether online or in-person. You and Aka both! 💖
October 16, 2025 at 4:29 PM
Look, I don't know why I'm posting this. I just know that I get (rightfully) accused of bottling my thoughts up. And I had thoughts, so I thought I'd commit them to the written form.

Ergo, this post string.

If you read this far...thanks. I'm good. Honest. Just lost in thought.
October 15, 2025 at 5:55 PM
I love my family, and I love my friends.

I hate not having the time or energy for them.

And when I'm around them, I don't like being a burden (even if they say I'm not...I feel like one nonetheless).
October 15, 2025 at 5:55 PM
It takes a toll, this cycle.

When I'm at work, I want to cry, but I try to power through.

When I'm at dialysis, I want to cry, but I put on a brave front.

When I'm home, I'm usually too tired to be sad. By the weekend, I'm just...beaten down.

And then, it's Monday again...
October 15, 2025 at 5:55 PM
There are days when I want nothing more than to be around everyone I love.

And there are days when I don't want to burden anyone...including my other half.

It's a conundrum. I crave people, yet I feel like a weight on them when I'm around.
October 15, 2025 at 5:55 PM
Finally, catch @danyansenpai.bsky.social
on either the NVU show or any of his other podcasts (like "Save Point Sessions") anywhere you regularly catch your podcasts!

Whew...that was a lot. We'll see you again, Rangers! 🐻💗
September 22, 2025 at 2:52 AM
Of course, you can also find LightenRoSE on
@gmhina.bsky.social's channel every Saturday @ 4pm PT playing D&D in the Wyvern's Mark campaign. And
@danyansenpai.bsky.social
on both WM and every Wednesday on the same channel playing New Visions University, an Apocalypse Keys campaign. #evilhat
September 22, 2025 at 2:52 AM
Also, if you watched the stream and loved our run-through of #Ravenswatch, be sure to pick it up! It's 50% off on Steam right now, and worth every penny (not endorsed or supported by the IP owners...just love the game).
September 22, 2025 at 2:52 AM