i was doing that but I didn't know what stop I needed

it's been ages since I've been on a train but it is no longer clear at all when the express part is unless you know already. I think it said "alight here for castle plaza and (something I couldn't hear because it was quiet but it was like 1 word)" idk. this sucks

hate these inspectors so much though, all they do is make everyone uncomfortable, intimidate & most of the time they seem to be just like gotcha'ing people who topped their metrocard up online in the last hour because the system is broken everywhere (can't an online refil top up within 5 minutes?)

first time I've seen this specific security guy with an inspector but he really had the mr. shakedown yakuza 0 build

alt: photo of a pack of manchesters lying on the side of the road next to the curb, the pack has a shiny cyan to pink striped fade design with the manchester logo in center, the yellow road siding line is visible to the left of the image, some leaves are scattered close to the curb on the right

i need therapy but they keep waitlisting me and then as soon as i get a session I get abandoned by them and the cycle continues so all I have to do with myself is suffer or distract myself from every single facet of the real world

I don't have the energy to create the spaces we need here, I've been broken over and over and now I'm at the point where I can barely get out of the house to watch a movie at the cinema, also practically the only thing I'm able to do out of the house anymore without destroying myself. I'm tired

i just want some more therian friends or something idk please tell me where the nice people are where I don't have to be afraid of losing all sense of trust in everybody ever again. I don't like that.

there's some spaces on fet I still trust but I've never felt like I belong in any of them, all of my smaller friend groups have died down, the monolithic single furry group here is still run by people who have broken my trust and have consistently moderated it like a bureaucratic hell state

while I'm on this why is the bluey s1-3 blu-ray set only in the us while the australian releases are these godawful overly large dvd volume boxsets

I went 1 day after the hammerbarn promo started to multiple bunnings, everything except the hammerbarn tote & aprons were gone immediately and they never restocked them and I am going to be pissed about this forever, I want a silly little keyring!!!!

like I couldn't even get a damn hammerbarn KEYCHAIN from the bunnings collab the other day let alone one of the gnomes this shit sucks I want my little trinkets to be affordable and not on ebay for triple to quintuple to 15x retail

I think all bluey dollarbucks should be affordable for children and not a stupid investment item scalped on eBay for 300 dollars, the silver proofs are right there as the stupid collector item stop making the standard ones inaccessible for younger coin collectors

sidenote: they're selling a subscription for the ability to have 15 minutes to change your payment info if your card declines when you win the lotto, that's what eql+ winsurance is. what the fuck

alt 2: premium features like winsurance and second choice on all applicable launches and more.
pictured: the coloured bluey christmas $1 dollarbuck with a star design on the outer circle, bluey & bingo inside a bauble with a blue starry background. text on coin: "bluey christmas, 1 dollar buck"

alt 1: screenshot of an entry confirmation for the bluey christmas dollarbuck lottery reading "entry confirmed. hi hazel, your entry for 2025 $1 coloured uncirculated coin - bluey christmas is confirmed! you can track the status of your entry in the eql app. sign up for eql+ to access (continued)

alt: picture of a daiso craft knife in packaging, masking tape, 2 packs of kari kari sesame soy flavoured roasted rice cracker peanut mix (that they gave me for free because daiso adelaide received 4000 packs of the stuff apparently) & a boss café canned coffee

alt: photo of a bulbous hugmees' muffin heeler plush floating in the air, with more squishmallows / hugmees plushes on shelves in the background motion blurred out of focus