Sad, Gay, & ✨ Spiritual ✨
@saintlymelancholia.bsky.social
~ Walking the path of Saints and Spirits
~ ✨🧿👁️✨
~ He/Him + 🏳️🌈
~ Formally known as PainfullyShai
~ ✨🧿👁️✨
~ He/Him + 🏳️🌈
~ Formally known as PainfullyShai
Like dawg no normal person says shit like this.
November 20, 2025 at 7:01 PM
Like dawg no normal person says shit like this.
My therapist: The Giant Baby Jesus statue isn't real. It can't hurt you.
The Giant Baby Jesus Statue:
The Giant Baby Jesus Statue:
October 16, 2025 at 12:30 AM
My therapist: The Giant Baby Jesus statue isn't real. It can't hurt you.
The Giant Baby Jesus Statue:
The Giant Baby Jesus Statue:
Ezrulie Dantor ❤️
October 9, 2025 at 1:29 AM
Ezrulie Dantor ❤️
You know, I love esoteric woo as much as the next guy, but this might be a little too much for me
#occultsky #magicsky #spiritualsky #folkmagic #esotericsky
#occultsky #magicsky #spiritualsky #folkmagic #esotericsky
September 25, 2025 at 3:21 PM
You know, I love esoteric woo as much as the next guy, but this might be a little too much for me
#occultsky #magicsky #spiritualsky #folkmagic #esotericsky
#occultsky #magicsky #spiritualsky #folkmagic #esotericsky
September 9, 2025 at 6:13 PM
This morning's whiskey and candy offering for the ancestors.
July 29, 2025 at 1:17 PM
This morning's whiskey and candy offering for the ancestors.
Got some cowrie shells. Time to ask the ancestors questions and not like the answers.
July 23, 2025 at 10:33 PM
Got some cowrie shells. Time to ask the ancestors questions and not like the answers.
I CHIPPED ONE OF MY TWO FRONT TEETH
July 22, 2025 at 6:45 PM
I CHIPPED ONE OF MY TWO FRONT TEETH
Last night I went to a gay/queer men's potluck and I made a PB&J cake. It was a hit.
July 21, 2025 at 5:10 PM
Last night I went to a gay/queer men's potluck and I made a PB&J cake. It was a hit.
Update on me.
I may or may not end up phasing this account out. Follow my other one of you wanna.
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June 28, 2025 at 9:59 PM
Update on me.
I may or may not end up phasing this account out. Follow my other one of you wanna.
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I may or may not end up phasing this account out. Follow my other one of you wanna.
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This is from the website of a Sufi lodge/tariqa near-ish to me.
Non-dualist Islamic spirituality is based af but sadly not very common.
Non-dualist Islamic spirituality is based af but sadly not very common.
May 5, 2025 at 12:48 AM
This is from the website of a Sufi lodge/tariqa near-ish to me.
Non-dualist Islamic spirituality is based af but sadly not very common.
Non-dualist Islamic spirituality is based af but sadly not very common.
Me learning about heterodox Islam:
April 27, 2025 at 1:11 PM
Me learning about heterodox Islam:
Doctor Who really out here promoting Negative Theology which is based as heck
April 21, 2025 at 6:36 PM
Doctor Who really out here promoting Negative Theology which is based as heck
Why so downcast, my soul?
Why disquieted within me?
Have hope in God;
I will yet praise Him,
my ever-present help, my God.
Why disquieted within me?
Have hope in God;
I will yet praise Him,
my ever-present help, my God.
April 17, 2025 at 12:59 AM
Why so downcast, my soul?
Why disquieted within me?
Have hope in God;
I will yet praise Him,
my ever-present help, my God.
Why disquieted within me?
Have hope in God;
I will yet praise Him,
my ever-present help, my God.
We're attempting to make our own kimchi. I'll let you know in a week how it turns out.
January 26, 2025 at 7:43 PM
We're attempting to make our own kimchi. I'll let you know in a week how it turns out.
"If Moses had seen the way my friend’s face blushes when he’s drunk, and his beautiful curls and wonderful hands, he would not have written in his Torah: do not lie with a man"
- Yehudah Alharizi
- Yehudah Alharizi
December 31, 2024 at 3:20 PM
"If Moses had seen the way my friend’s face blushes when he’s drunk, and his beautiful curls and wonderful hands, he would not have written in his Torah: do not lie with a man"
- Yehudah Alharizi
- Yehudah Alharizi
Before I made teshuvah and returned to Judaism, I was involved in Espiritismo/folk Catholic practices.
I will admit that there are days where I miss it. I never felt more spiritually at peace and closer with God. But I couldn't force myself to believe in the Trinity in the long run.
I will admit that there are days where I miss it. I never felt more spiritually at peace and closer with God. But I couldn't force myself to believe in the Trinity in the long run.
December 23, 2024 at 4:03 PM
Before I made teshuvah and returned to Judaism, I was involved in Espiritismo/folk Catholic practices.
I will admit that there are days where I miss it. I never felt more spiritually at peace and closer with God. But I couldn't force myself to believe in the Trinity in the long run.
I will admit that there are days where I miss it. I never felt more spiritually at peace and closer with God. But I couldn't force myself to believe in the Trinity in the long run.
On second thought, this part of my Spotify Wrapped looks like it wants to call me a 🚬
December 5, 2024 at 8:25 PM
On second thought, this part of my Spotify Wrapped looks like it wants to call me a 🚬
Too gay? Not gay enough? #SpotifyWrapped2024
December 4, 2024 at 3:26 PM
Too gay? Not gay enough? #SpotifyWrapped2024
A Muslim friend of mine shared this with me and I find it...oddly comforting in its own way.
November 28, 2024 at 4:01 PM
A Muslim friend of mine shared this with me and I find it...oddly comforting in its own way.
If you were to ask me what most accurately represents my theology and spiritually recently, it's probably this:
November 22, 2024 at 3:10 PM
If you were to ask me what most accurately represents my theology and spiritually recently, it's probably this:
Just some light-reading while I'm at work today.
November 20, 2024 at 2:46 PM
Just some light-reading while I'm at work today.
Oh to be like Sarmad Keshani, the Persian-speaking Armenian Jew who converted to Islam but later apostatized and spent his life as a mystic before being beheaded by the Mughal emperor.
November 14, 2024 at 6:30 PM
Oh to be like Sarmad Keshani, the Persian-speaking Armenian Jew who converted to Islam but later apostatized and spent his life as a mystic before being beheaded by the Mughal emperor.
So is my bookshelf ideologically confused or simply diverse?
November 9, 2024 at 10:47 PM
So is my bookshelf ideologically confused or simply diverse?