Saif
saifaansari.bsky.social
Saif
@saifaansari.bsky.social
I'm a lot of things (immigrant, brown, queer, trans, parent, spouse, gamer, programmer, game dev), but mostly, I'm a writer.

(they/them)
It's weird not to be at home for the start of pride month. Feels very important to be an out and representative member. I need to find and join my queer community when I get home. I feel very isolated lately, and this isn't a time anyone can afford to be alone...

#pride #community #nyc #lgbtqia+
June 2, 2025 at 5:25 PM
30k words in I got some pretty harsh feedback about my book. But they encouraged me to keep going and finish. The draft is going to be brutal...
May 22, 2025 at 12:44 PM
Sometimes, I have too many games going on. Sometimes, I need to run more games.

Right now, I feel like the latter.
May 7, 2025 at 2:11 PM
Helplessly living in and facing a deluge of American news helplessly is a unique sort of horror.

There are a hundred million others like me who are equally troubled, horrified, and helpless.

When I look around for resistance, there's no one left.

It's like authoritarian isolation is a mechanism.
May 6, 2025 at 9:13 PM
I was invited to speak with a game design class at SVA tonight. Excited but nervous!

#gamedesign #ttrpg #gamesforchange #impostersyndrome
#backtoschool
May 1, 2025 at 9:31 PM
I wanted something as dark and hopeless as a black hole, and not, Negative Space by B R Yeager is hitting that spot. This book needs all the content warnings. #horror #book #novel #hopeless #bleak #despair
April 14, 2025 at 6:30 AM
I've reduced my FOMO by 77.3% and feelings of isolation and loneliness by 13.5% ever since I left Facebook.

Coincidence?! I think not!
April 9, 2025 at 3:37 PM
Up and down 5th Ave on 34th street.
April 5, 2025 at 6:29 PM
I'll be there on Saturday. Hope to see you too. If anyone is going lmk if you want company.

NYC: april 5th, Bryant Park, 1pm - 3pm
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March 31, 2025 at 11:48 PM
There's a certain joy in designing a session that's 3 encounters slammed into one, with each one escalating the threat while asking the players to problem solve on the spot. #PF2 #ttrpg #gameswithstakes
March 14, 2025 at 4:27 AM
I miss reading and writing blogs. This short-form content leaves me wanting. I crave longform writing with context, nuance, and depth. When I write, I need that extra space to express myself correctly. I know it feels indulgent, punks could play whole songs in 1 minute, but still... #blogging
March 12, 2025 at 4:40 PM
I think my faovrite thing about Pathfinder 2e is how easy it is to run, despite the complexity of math underneath. it plays fast at the table. And I need to remember saying "yes" or "roll to see if you can" makes it go even faster than saying "no." #paizo #pathfinder2e
February 27, 2025 at 4:54 PM
This week's #LastWeekTonight broke me out of my blinders mode and threw me back into anxiety that feels like someone is standing on my chest.

I want to keep my kids safe and write my books. Not panic about how to save a country. But I need to do something... Evil men, good people, etc.
February 18, 2025 at 5:46 PM
Reading through Wanderhome. I wish I could edit it down to rules and compress the layout into denser chunks of text.

It's a pretty book, but impractical. I'm looking forward to running a session in a couple of weeks and then hacking at it to fit my needs...

#wanderhome #rpg #hackingRPGs #vibes
February 17, 2025 at 2:35 PM
Busy week with Twenty Sided Tavern on Thursday night, Book of Mormon last night, and Life and Trust tonight. Playing board games through Sunday afternoon will feel like a nice come down from all this theater.
January 11, 2025 at 8:55 PM
I'm reading through the Alien RPG, and I'm eager to get started with it!

The book makes it very clear it's a horror game and to expect fatalities, not super-heroics.

I just picked up the Chariot of the Gods campaign book to run, and just wish I could get a print copy.

#Alien #Rpg #AnythingButDnD
January 11, 2025 at 4:20 PM