connie
@sadwolfdog.bsky.social
i'm not sure what i'm hoping to achieve here
the self-loathing is particularly strong this morning
December 26, 2025 at 3:28 PM
the self-loathing is particularly strong this morning
wowee that was a rough night
November 20, 2025 at 1:06 PM
wowee that was a rough night
should go out and howl on this therian day. but i just don't feel it tonight.
November 6, 2025 at 8:37 AM
should go out and howl on this therian day. but i just don't feel it tonight.
is strange.
there's my original friend group, the one where i first observed how fun and fulfilling it can be to engage in the Sapphic Vibes and just be a silly, flirty, uninhibited lesbian. and i tried so hard to be part of it during their vr hangouts. but i've never been able to make it happen.
there's my original friend group, the one where i first observed how fun and fulfilling it can be to engage in the Sapphic Vibes and just be a silly, flirty, uninhibited lesbian. and i tried so hard to be part of it during their vr hangouts. but i've never been able to make it happen.
November 6, 2025 at 8:24 AM
is strange.
there's my original friend group, the one where i first observed how fun and fulfilling it can be to engage in the Sapphic Vibes and just be a silly, flirty, uninhibited lesbian. and i tried so hard to be part of it during their vr hangouts. but i've never been able to make it happen.
there's my original friend group, the one where i first observed how fun and fulfilling it can be to engage in the Sapphic Vibes and just be a silly, flirty, uninhibited lesbian. and i tried so hard to be part of it during their vr hangouts. but i've never been able to make it happen.
I have an interest in getting to know certain people better. Not all of them reciprocate that feeling. Likewise, there are others who have a desire to know *me* better.
I must consider the possibility that it is perhaps better to focus my energy on those who reciprocate this feeling,
I must consider the possibility that it is perhaps better to focus my energy on those who reciprocate this feeling,
October 19, 2025 at 10:31 AM
I have an interest in getting to know certain people better. Not all of them reciprocate that feeling. Likewise, there are others who have a desire to know *me* better.
I must consider the possibility that it is perhaps better to focus my energy on those who reciprocate this feeling,
I must consider the possibility that it is perhaps better to focus my energy on those who reciprocate this feeling,
Blfc '25 - a really great time that shouldn't have ended as it did
October 17, 2025 at 9:07 AM
Blfc '25 - a really great time that shouldn't have ended as it did
didn't talk to anyone tonight, and now wolf sad
September 28, 2025 at 9:32 AM
didn't talk to anyone tonight, and now wolf sad
probably should prune some of my old posts before inviting everyone to look at my vent account
especially the ones where I speak vaguely of other critters... but it's kinda obvious who they are >.>;
especially the ones where I speak vaguely of other critters... but it's kinda obvious who they are >.>;
September 26, 2025 at 9:08 PM
probably should prune some of my old posts before inviting everyone to look at my vent account
especially the ones where I speak vaguely of other critters... but it's kinda obvious who they are >.>;
especially the ones where I speak vaguely of other critters... but it's kinda obvious who they are >.>;
on some level, brain acts as if a certain friend of mine is the arbiter of which women are attractive or not. And I know she doesn't find me attractive.
my brain, as a result, gets bothered by her posts about how gay she is for women, how flustered they make her, knowing I'm not part of that group
my brain, as a result, gets bothered by her posts about how gay she is for women, how flustered they make her, knowing I'm not part of that group
July 21, 2025 at 8:51 AM
on some level, brain acts as if a certain friend of mine is the arbiter of which women are attractive or not. And I know she doesn't find me attractive.
my brain, as a result, gets bothered by her posts about how gay she is for women, how flustered they make her, knowing I'm not part of that group
my brain, as a result, gets bothered by her posts about how gay she is for women, how flustered they make her, knowing I'm not part of that group
just want to scream. hate myself so goddamn much. and all i want to do is message friends and tell them how i feel like shit and have them tell me i am good, even if my brain doesn't believe it.
but that's all i've been doing for days now, getting them to carry the burden of my emotional labor.
but that's all i've been doing for days now, getting them to carry the burden of my emotional labor.
how long until i burn through all of my friends' remaining goodwill and patience they have for me, constantly whining at them about my problems and fishing for reassurance they've given a million times before? looks like i'm gonna find out
June 23, 2025 at 10:58 AM
just want to scream. hate myself so goddamn much. and all i want to do is message friends and tell them how i feel like shit and have them tell me i am good, even if my brain doesn't believe it.
but that's all i've been doing for days now, getting them to carry the burden of my emotional labor.
but that's all i've been doing for days now, getting them to carry the burden of my emotional labor.
hate how twisted up with envy my stomach gets anytime *she* posts a selfie
June 15, 2025 at 1:09 PM
hate how twisted up with envy my stomach gets anytime *she* posts a selfie
siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh
June 10, 2025 at 9:26 AM
siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh
am entirely invisible to my friends. if i wasn't always the one reaching out to talk with them, they wouldn't interact with me at all
June 9, 2025 at 9:29 AM
am entirely invisible to my friends. if i wasn't always the one reaching out to talk with them, they wouldn't interact with me at all
frustration of being bothered/distressed, but lacking the self-evaluation skills and mindfulness to know why. so i'm just stuck in Bad Brain
June 4, 2025 at 4:25 AM
frustration of being bothered/distressed, but lacking the self-evaluation skills and mindfulness to know why. so i'm just stuck in Bad Brain
something not right inside my head tonight. just a general feeling of malaise, in spite of how everything is going alright recently
May 29, 2025 at 7:49 AM
something not right inside my head tonight. just a general feeling of malaise, in spite of how everything is going alright recently
...something is brewing in my head, and i don't like it. Hoping it goes away without incident
May 27, 2025 at 8:53 AM
...something is brewing in my head, and i don't like it. Hoping it goes away without incident
anxious, and i don't know why...
May 13, 2025 at 11:18 AM
anxious, and i don't know why...
would be really cool if my stupid brain would stop pining for *certain* girls - ones i have *zero* reason to think i would be romantically compatible with. Would be especially cool if it would stop being envious of their partners
May 1, 2025 at 9:48 AM
would be really cool if my stupid brain would stop pining for *certain* girls - ones i have *zero* reason to think i would be romantically compatible with. Would be especially cool if it would stop being envious of their partners
Brain is upset, but it doesn't know why
April 27, 2025 at 9:15 AM
Brain is upset, but it doesn't know why
brain is trying hard to find reasons to be unhappy. But things in life are going... mostly smoothly at the moment, so I'm able to resist its efforts to make me depressed.
But it still causes a small sense of unease. i don't like it.
But it still causes a small sense of unease. i don't like it.
April 20, 2025 at 10:51 AM
brain is trying hard to find reasons to be unhappy. But things in life are going... mostly smoothly at the moment, so I'm able to resist its efforts to make me depressed.
But it still causes a small sense of unease. i don't like it.
But it still causes a small sense of unease. i don't like it.