Angel Cake🪽🍰 | MDNI
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My vent account. self diagnosed depression/anxiety, cptsd, schizoid personality disorder. pro recovery for all. genderqueer, sex aversed acearo.
dear God please don't make me love longer than I have to
January 15, 2026 at 3:27 AM
dear God please don't make me love longer than I have to
the truth is im miserable just existing (non sober thought tonight.) I cant eat anymore or ill throw up
November 10, 2025 at 1:32 AM
the truth is im miserable just existing (non sober thought tonight.) I cant eat anymore or ill throw up
when will I stop being tired of living
October 18, 2025 at 3:11 AM
when will I stop being tired of living
tonight's crisis is I don't know if I'm living for myself or just out of obligation for others and if there's any merit in the first one. do I want to?
September 8, 2025 at 4:01 AM
tonight's crisis is I don't know if I'm living for myself or just out of obligation for others and if there's any merit in the first one. do I want to?
I feel. embarrassed after opening my mouth. I should talk less.
September 1, 2025 at 1:36 AM
I feel. embarrassed after opening my mouth. I should talk less.
I don't want to ask for anything but to keep thriving on neglect. I asked for so much this year I hope I never have wants again for the rest of my life. I hope I become less selfish for everyone else's wellbeing
August 10, 2025 at 3:17 AM
I don't want to ask for anything but to keep thriving on neglect. I asked for so much this year I hope I never have wants again for the rest of my life. I hope I become less selfish for everyone else's wellbeing
I don't wanna see a doctor so I hope this problem that might need a doctor to resolve will just magically fix itself so I don't have to be told that I need to lose weight + what I'm going through is depression or anxiety
August 10, 2025 at 2:57 AM
I don't wanna see a doctor so I hope this problem that might need a doctor to resolve will just magically fix itself so I don't have to be told that I need to lose weight + what I'm going through is depression or anxiety
is it worth eating more than one meal a day with insulin resistance and most of the food available to me is carbs or refined sugars
June 24, 2025 at 1:14 AM
is it worth eating more than one meal a day with insulin resistance and most of the food available to me is carbs or refined sugars
so when I make a personal rant post on tumblr mutuals will like it but when it's a fandom post (which i personally do not make myself usually) is 0 notes. okay... I guess no one cares about the guys in my head but me
June 20, 2025 at 12:39 AM
so when I make a personal rant post on tumblr mutuals will like it but when it's a fandom post (which i personally do not make myself usually) is 0 notes. okay... I guess no one cares about the guys in my head but me
i was feeling hungry but then i remembered something painful so i hope it kills my appetite for tonight. i had a really big lunch so i can still count today as omad if i just distract my brain
June 9, 2025 at 1:34 AM
i was feeling hungry but then i remembered something painful so i hope it kills my appetite for tonight. i had a really big lunch so i can still count today as omad if i just distract my brain
can I post my plate? (high caloric) will anyone get mad at me if I do? I just had a very yummy and pretty looking plate for dinner
May 19, 2025 at 3:50 AM
can I post my plate? (high caloric) will anyone get mad at me if I do? I just had a very yummy and pretty looking plate for dinner
benadryl night.
May 7, 2025 at 8:33 PM
benadryl night.
I'll bang my head on my bed frame
May 7, 2025 at 8:23 PM
I'll bang my head on my bed frame
the only outlet I think I have left when im angry is to hurt myself... I chose the wrong day to cut my nails short
May 7, 2025 at 8:20 PM
the only outlet I think I have left when im angry is to hurt myself... I chose the wrong day to cut my nails short
when I was more depressed than this I would have religious dreams about going to heaven
April 25, 2025 at 3:13 AM
when I was more depressed than this I would have religious dreams about going to heaven
if this doesn't work I failed a third time
April 25, 2025 at 3:12 AM
if this doesn't work I failed a third time
Goodnight I love you benadryl
April 25, 2025 at 3:02 AM
Goodnight I love you benadryl
when it's 9 pm I don't feel like eating but literally all I had today was some chocolate and chips so I wouldn't have low blood sugar
April 23, 2025 at 1:54 AM
when it's 9 pm I don't feel like eating but literally all I had today was some chocolate and chips so I wouldn't have low blood sugar
choosing to ignore the low glucose alarm because it's bed time
April 13, 2025 at 3:45 AM
choosing to ignore the low glucose alarm because it's bed time
sometimes I get the feeling what if I don't enjoy the act of eating and I just eat to survive even if it's too much
April 13, 2025 at 2:41 AM
sometimes I get the feeling what if I don't enjoy the act of eating and I just eat to survive even if it's too much
I can't even communicate why I'm crying properly so they think it's for some other reason
April 11, 2025 at 5:58 PM
I can't even communicate why I'm crying properly so they think it's for some other reason
I really hate crying in front of other people. I can't stop crying even if the other person says they're okay
April 11, 2025 at 5:57 PM
I really hate crying in front of other people. I can't stop crying even if the other person says they're okay
I'm sorry I can't say sorry out loud.
April 11, 2025 at 5:54 PM
I'm sorry I can't say sorry out loud.
day 2 of being on an injection bc im insulin resistant. my stomach feels weird... whenever I eat I feel really full after a few bites I feel like I'm forcing myself to eat...
April 9, 2025 at 10:31 PM
day 2 of being on an injection bc im insulin resistant. my stomach feels weird... whenever I eat I feel really full after a few bites I feel like I'm forcing myself to eat...
can't start smoking but I wish there was something for me to do to release the stress i deserve it instead of just bottling up and being left to rationalize it alone. crying alone for a few minutes just doesn't cut it
April 7, 2025 at 6:58 PM
can't start smoking but I wish there was something for me to do to release the stress i deserve it instead of just bottling up and being left to rationalize it alone. crying alone for a few minutes just doesn't cut it