my mom just put me onto abdul halim hafez and wow he is a star.... watching mabodet el gamahir (1967) and i've already fallen for him & shadia.

this year's christmas movie will be Querelle

i really don't wanna be social at all like at all for the next two weeks i just want to be a hermit so so so bad.

i love the idea of having a newsletter but i simply have nothing to say

working on my yearly media wrapped and i was sad to see i did not read many books this year... But upon further research i realized its because i reread Gideon the Ninth 9 times this year. so...

why is gift giving so stressful for me...... i never know. idk

i will not explode and die because of grad school applications.

i might actually not stay on bluesky for long.. i love the UI but i hate that I can't keep my account private and can't limit my visibility in settings.....

mentally preparing to hate myself a lot today (working on my grad school application)

hello world