by all metrics i’m succeeding at work but also simultaneously feel like I don’t even know how to approach half the stuff I’m working on.

work this week has been by all metrics me doing extremely well but feeling like the work i’m doing is kicking my shit in.

no video game thoughts for a week just boat and ocean and waves

4 hours at f/2 on the Tadpole Nebula
Celestron C11 & Hyperstar 11v4
ZWO ASI2600MC Pro, 10min subexposures at 0 gain
#astrophotography

I would like to get off this bus please.

Hey #gamedev! @systemera.net we are looking to hire a Lead VFX Artist!

Come work with cool people on a cool new project!

Required
-Game Dev
-UE5/Niagara XP
-Positive over-communicator
-Tech chops
-Cross discipline weaving skills
-Capable of withstanding my dad jokes
systemera.net/jobs
#gamejobs

first day back at work, trying to remember how to do my job and catching up got me like:

2 weeks of winter break in (taking an extra week just cause), and i can wholeheartedly say you can and should take time off even if you don’t feel like you need it. Burnout can happen even if you love what you do and where you work.

winter break project: making little portal 2 maps for my wife to solve

Merry brimmymas

My legacy on Destiny

Collective Obligation/Parasite/Hierarchy of Needs/Conditional Finality/Verglas Curve/Winterbite/Wicked Impliment’s VFX

Strand’s Weapon VFX Suite

Figuring out how to make weapons/ships/sparrows spin and show VFX on the inspection screen.

i would very much so like to put my car on both a drag strip and a track next season.

puberty

keep finding little wooden balls as the prize inside my avocados. pretty fucked up.