reminding myself again and again and again that yes i actually do start passing out if i try to force executions rn. yes i do need to leave the task/situation to take a nap every time something confuses me. yes it's never been this bad before that doesn't mean it's not real

toyification beam charging........................

100%!!!!!!!!!
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WEEEE YAYYYYY I'M CHILDREN I'M CHILDREN ^_^ 🎉🥳

the sincerity of all mentally ill statements made thus far will resume tomorrow morning. thank you.

dissociation and mindlessness feels like laying on a giant pile of clouds under the right circumstances, and yeah we're talking about clouds in antarctica but that's fine because at least you can get some direct sunlight up here.