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ryan
@ryryf2f.bsky.social
I do things. <3
Idk what vibe coding is but if it’s being high and coding I’m killin it
September 6, 2025 at 5:56 PM
Learning to love myself and my disabilities is so hard after losing everything I have, even my fiancé, because of it. I bounce between disappointment, what ifs, to trying to be kind to myself.
July 15, 2025 at 5:17 AM
It’s not even that I am stuck in the past, it’s that time genuinely doesn’t feel linear to me. I am both present in the now and every other moment in my life.

I fail and disappoint not because I don’t want to try or enjoy the feelings,
but I simply cannot shake what makes me feel inhuman.
July 1, 2025 at 5:26 AM
Since I was 9 I’ve watched the yogscast religiously, but have never met a person who does as well. Makes me realize how big the world is and how a random group of people so heavily impacted my life. In a good way!
May 16, 2025 at 5:23 AM
Losing my fiancé, breaking up, is so tough on me. Beyond my Autism failing to regulate anything, my family support system is a mess and my friends are fully functioning adults. Plus being trans, it makes it so scary. Not the thought of being alone, but losing the person who did accept every part
May 15, 2025 at 1:35 AM
Really enjoying learning Rust, though coming from c++ syntax I can get lost in the lines hah
April 19, 2025 at 7:57 AM
Feel invisible, maybe I can twist that in my head to be a good thing tho..
April 14, 2025 at 2:59 AM
My physical healths been so out of whack, and getting help is so tough where I am. Sometimes hard to tell if I am actually in pain, or am just confused while writing Rust
April 9, 2025 at 7:41 AM
Job market please job money please when 🥲
April 7, 2025 at 3:47 AM
It’s hard for me to not fall into the loop of feeling I’m too far behind all of the social milestones due to not getting more help with my autism. Especially when I find myself so far behind and still without support.
March 22, 2025 at 6:53 PM
Just figured out why I always did so bad in college physics, I just don’t get it but I really understand quantum physics. It’s time to cook
March 13, 2025 at 5:22 AM
Heart palpitations are so common now to me but I still always get surprised when I reeeaally start feeling them
March 12, 2025 at 6:52 AM
I’m so exhausted from job hunting I can’t even think of a funny quip it’s bleak
February 18, 2025 at 5:38 AM
Reposted by ryan
WHY ARE YOU BUYING DESKTOP.INI AT THE .DS_STORE
February 16, 2025 at 11:34 PM
mmaybe i need a beer
February 4, 2025 at 6:35 AM
Im m kinda slow socially but im a professional hanging in the back type of person
November 15, 2024 at 7:24 AM