Learning to love myself and my disabilities is so hard after losing everything I have, even my fiancé, because of it. I bounce between disappointment, what ifs, to trying to be kind to myself.
July 15, 2025 at 5:17 AM
Learning to love myself and my disabilities is so hard after losing everything I have, even my fiancé, because of it. I bounce between disappointment, what ifs, to trying to be kind to myself.
It’s not even that I am stuck in the past, it’s that time genuinely doesn’t feel linear to me. I am both present in the now and every other moment in my life.
I fail and disappoint not because I don’t want to try or enjoy the feelings, but I simply cannot shake what makes me feel inhuman.
July 1, 2025 at 5:26 AM
It’s not even that I am stuck in the past, it’s that time genuinely doesn’t feel linear to me. I am both present in the now and every other moment in my life.
I fail and disappoint not because I don’t want to try or enjoy the feelings, but I simply cannot shake what makes me feel inhuman.
Since I was 9 I’ve watched the yogscast religiously, but have never met a person who does as well. Makes me realize how big the world is and how a random group of people so heavily impacted my life. In a good way!
May 16, 2025 at 5:23 AM
Since I was 9 I’ve watched the yogscast religiously, but have never met a person who does as well. Makes me realize how big the world is and how a random group of people so heavily impacted my life. In a good way!
Losing my fiancé, breaking up, is so tough on me. Beyond my Autism failing to regulate anything, my family support system is a mess and my friends are fully functioning adults. Plus being trans, it makes it so scary. Not the thought of being alone, but losing the person who did accept every part
May 15, 2025 at 1:35 AM
Losing my fiancé, breaking up, is so tough on me. Beyond my Autism failing to regulate anything, my family support system is a mess and my friends are fully functioning adults. Plus being trans, it makes it so scary. Not the thought of being alone, but losing the person who did accept every part
My physical healths been so out of whack, and getting help is so tough where I am. Sometimes hard to tell if I am actually in pain, or am just confused while writing Rust
April 9, 2025 at 7:41 AM
My physical healths been so out of whack, and getting help is so tough where I am. Sometimes hard to tell if I am actually in pain, or am just confused while writing Rust
It’s hard for me to not fall into the loop of feeling I’m too far behind all of the social milestones due to not getting more help with my autism. Especially when I find myself so far behind and still without support.
March 22, 2025 at 6:53 PM
It’s hard for me to not fall into the loop of feeling I’m too far behind all of the social milestones due to not getting more help with my autism. Especially when I find myself so far behind and still without support.