if you aren’t gushing to/about your friends like you’re in love with them, do you even have friends

dating in the creative scene as a creative is all fun and great until your s/o isn’t interested in your art

the urge to use Larynx as my creator name,,,

I posted it on my IG as a joke earlier but like. Brain so bad I’m watching the Parking Lot Wedding bit by Middleditch & Schwartz

it’s tough when you see something unsavory in a musician or an artist, especially when you like their art; it’s so easy to get star struck, but good artists ≠ good people.
local artists are not immune to this, either.

I can’t help but laugh at this person who wants to make amends with me, yet they haven’t made an effort to try and plan to get together since they brought it up

So many people still follow and post about my ex and it fucking sucks. Some people will never know what he put me through and some people just don’t care because “he isn’t like that with me”

The worst part about two faced people is watching them continue to have a nourishing life after they ruined yours

listening to Selena has me wanting to write love letters to my girlfriend

I wonder how devastated opp would be if she knew how much one of her friends talked shit about her to me - even after we became opps

Sometimes I have moments at work where my neurodivergence is SO apparent, and it’s frustrating
I need some directions VERY direct or I won’t know how to do it other than the way I interpret it, which is usually Almost Right

ngl I hate being self taught because I’m 10 years in and I STILL don’t know music theory, it’s my goal this year because man it makes writing my own music feel so limited

also not my girlfriend calling me out for using “I adore you” as the soft launch to “I love you”— she doesn’t know but I have a project in the works and originally it Was “52 reasons why I adore you” 😭😭

There is this recurring theme in my life right now where there is at least One Person who is an absolute narcissistic wench and I would really like if that was,,, not the case

So crazy to share my life with someone in a way that feels so enriching and healing after spending 2.5 years trying to be with someone who was my polar opposite