but thank you for this, and for making my day even if it’s just starting

i was fully prepared for more than a week of silence, and i had been thinking of messaging him next week instead. but hey, he’s responded. time for another waiting game.

OF ALL THE STORIES HE COULD HAVE SEEN 🤣🤣🤣 and it’s the adam lambert one 🤣🤣🤣 all that lore HAHAHAHA

so yeah, if you know that it’s you or not, i don’t care. if no one’s asking, no one’s gonna know. i’ll just leave it out there.

i figured that i don’t really care

i hope you read it, and get to see that side of me too.

and i also know that you don’t care too, so *throws hands*, i’m just surrendering.

you do know i respond to you almost immediately (except when you reply after midnight)

unless it’s really me. but i have no way of knowing. i cannot prove it, unless you tell me.

i hope it’s someone else.

And I don’t want them to be dispelled just yet. I want to sit with it and keep it until I can make sense of it.

we’re not kids anymore so i can say some stuff straight up…

but it’s not the right time.
we need to be patient with this.

to choose someone over, and over, and over, even after everything… it’s probably a dumb move. but if it’s that person, i wouldn’t mind.

and you know what you’ve decided.
you decided to choose him again.