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Some were tempting to keep like four as a number, but I decided to keep three since it's a more common countdown/up number and something to take off. It was a STRUGGLE to add to the list to be removed. It was interesting to read each word over and over.
November 18, 2025 at 4:06 AM
Some were tempting to keep like four as a number, but I decided to keep three since it's a more common countdown/up number and something to take off. It was a STRUGGLE to add to the list to be removed. It was interesting to read each word over and over.
anticipation, asymmetry, aggravation, eyeroll, restlessness, reverential, excited, meep, wrist, swats, thrall, expectant, struggle, carefree, formidable, resilient, disinclined...
November 18, 2025 at 4:06 AM
anticipation, asymmetry, aggravation, eyeroll, restlessness, reverential, excited, meep, wrist, swats, thrall, expectant, struggle, carefree, formidable, resilient, disinclined...
Half of the words in the cloud would be about 37 I believe. I was able to get to 24 removed after reading each word over and over. It was too hard to choose to remove half and even those I did I think could have remained up there.
List: fumble, neck, pronounced, earlobe, four, enjoy, hazardous...
List: fumble, neck, pronounced, earlobe, four, enjoy, hazardous...
November 18, 2025 at 4:05 AM
Half of the words in the cloud would be about 37 I believe. I was able to get to 24 removed after reading each word over and over. It was too hard to choose to remove half and even those I did I think could have remained up there.
List: fumble, neck, pronounced, earlobe, four, enjoy, hazardous...
List: fumble, neck, pronounced, earlobe, four, enjoy, hazardous...
Having the word compliant written on my body helped stitch the idea that being able to sacrifice deeper takes compliance. Obedience to Lee is blissful pleasure
November 17, 2025 at 1:21 AM
Having the word compliant written on my body helped stitch the idea that being able to sacrifice deeper takes compliance. Obedience to Lee is blissful pleasure
Day 8-9: Obey
Fractionation Obedience (423DC)
It's great to be able to drop quickly into a trance. Obedience to Lee is blissful pleasure. Happy and content to obey!
Fractionation Obedience (423DC)
It's great to be able to drop quickly into a trance. Obedience to Lee is blissful pleasure. Happy and content to obey!
November 10, 2025 at 5:06 AM
Day 8-9: Obey
Fractionation Obedience (423DC)
It's great to be able to drop quickly into a trance. Obedience to Lee is blissful pleasure. Happy and content to obey!
Fractionation Obedience (423DC)
It's great to be able to drop quickly into a trance. Obedience to Lee is blissful pleasure. Happy and content to obey!
I decided to roll a die and got a 4 so today will be the last day.
Word: Anticipation
This month has been a deep month of submission. It was great to revisit and discover new files that will be good to listen to in the future. Happy and content to obey each task this month of Locktober. Thank you!
Word: Anticipation
This month has been a deep month of submission. It was great to revisit and discover new files that will be good to listen to in the future. Happy and content to obey each task this month of Locktober. Thank you!
November 1, 2025 at 12:17 AM
I decided to roll a die and got a 4 so today will be the last day.
Word: Anticipation
This month has been a deep month of submission. It was great to revisit and discover new files that will be good to listen to in the future. Happy and content to obey each task this month of Locktober. Thank you!
Word: Anticipation
This month has been a deep month of submission. It was great to revisit and discover new files that will be good to listen to in the future. Happy and content to obey each task this month of Locktober. Thank you!
Day 26
Word: four
40 minutes
Word: four
40 minutes
October 27, 2025 at 2:02 AM
Day 26
Word: four
40 minutes
Word: four
40 minutes
1d4: 2
1d20: 7
1d6: 4
1d4: 4
Aggravation
Today's task was very intense brainwashing. Happy to submit to every file. Thank you
1d20: 7
1d6: 4
1d4: 4
Aggravation
Today's task was very intense brainwashing. Happy to submit to every file. Thank you
October 26, 2025 at 1:49 AM
1d4: 2
1d20: 7
1d6: 4
1d4: 4
Aggravation
Today's task was very intense brainwashing. Happy to submit to every file. Thank you
1d20: 7
1d6: 4
1d4: 4
Aggravation
Today's task was very intense brainwashing. Happy to submit to every file. Thank you
Looking deeply into each file listened to the past month. Hard decisions to what is most and least.
Most: "Mind and Body"
Least: "I have no idea" 286 DC
Word: disinclined
Most: "Mind and Body"
Least: "I have no idea" 286 DC
Word: disinclined
October 23, 2025 at 11:48 PM
Looking deeply into each file listened to the past month. Hard decisions to what is most and least.
Most: "Mind and Body"
Least: "I have no idea" 286 DC
Word: disinclined
Most: "Mind and Body"
Least: "I have no idea" 286 DC
Word: disinclined
Day 21: 84DC - Accept & Say Yes Click Loop
The frustration may grow the longer without orgasm but it becomes easier to obey, accept, and say yes with each file listened.
Word: Month
The frustration may grow the longer without orgasm but it becomes easier to obey, accept, and say yes with each file listened.
Word: Month
October 22, 2025 at 12:37 AM
Day 21: 84DC - Accept & Say Yes Click Loop
The frustration may grow the longer without orgasm but it becomes easier to obey, accept, and say yes with each file listened.
Word: Month
The frustration may grow the longer without orgasm but it becomes easier to obey, accept, and say yes with each file listened.
Word: Month
Word: clicking
Thinking with actions just makes me think of automatic obedience. No need to think about the upcoming tasks. Just finding myself obeying the rest of Locktober. Completing each file and task the best I can. Happy and content to obey
Thinking with actions just makes me think of automatic obedience. No need to think about the upcoming tasks. Just finding myself obeying the rest of Locktober. Completing each file and task the best I can. Happy and content to obey
October 21, 2025 at 3:04 AM
Word: clicking
Thinking with actions just makes me think of automatic obedience. No need to think about the upcoming tasks. Just finding myself obeying the rest of Locktober. Completing each file and task the best I can. Happy and content to obey
Thinking with actions just makes me think of automatic obedience. No need to think about the upcoming tasks. Just finding myself obeying the rest of Locktober. Completing each file and task the best I can. Happy and content to obey
Day 19: "I have no idea" 286 DC
Enhanced
Enhanced
October 20, 2025 at 2:53 AM
Day 19: "I have no idea" 286 DC
Enhanced
Enhanced
Listen: I repeated day 2 of locktober listening to the file "Pause Mantra 231DC
Focus: I got to focus and reflect how negative numbers have affected me in trance
Task: My roll led to more rolls for the edging task.
Word: Complex
Interesting to combine a number of tasks of Locktober in a unique way
Focus: I got to focus and reflect how negative numbers have affected me in trance
Task: My roll led to more rolls for the edging task.
Word: Complex
Interesting to combine a number of tasks of Locktober in a unique way
October 16, 2025 at 9:36 PM
Listen: I repeated day 2 of locktober listening to the file "Pause Mantra 231DC
Focus: I got to focus and reflect how negative numbers have affected me in trance
Task: My roll led to more rolls for the edging task.
Word: Complex
Interesting to combine a number of tasks of Locktober in a unique way
Focus: I got to focus and reflect how negative numbers have affected me in trance
Task: My roll led to more rolls for the edging task.
Word: Complex
Interesting to combine a number of tasks of Locktober in a unique way
Word: Enticing.
Doing well! Enticing to go deeper.
Doing well! Enticing to go deeper.
October 15, 2025 at 9:39 PM
Word: Enticing.
Doing well! Enticing to go deeper.
Doing well! Enticing to go deeper.
I can improve everyday. Deeper into submission in every way
Word: resilient
Word: resilient
October 15, 2025 at 1:02 AM
I can improve everyday. Deeper into submission in every way
Word: resilient
Word: resilient
1d20: 1
1d4: 3
Word: Blissful
1d4: 3
Word: Blissful
October 13, 2025 at 9:59 PM
1d20: 1
1d4: 3
Word: Blissful
1d4: 3
Word: Blissful
I recall a thought during the file today wondering if I missed a word to not be stuck anymore and then I heard it that allowed me to move a bit. My thoughts grew foggy after but I pleasantly enjoyed that file. Becoming a puppet to enjoy that file and more is a pleasant thought.
word: Thoughtless
word: Thoughtless
October 9, 2025 at 11:50 PM
I recall a thought during the file today wondering if I missed a word to not be stuck anymore and then I heard it that allowed me to move a bit. My thoughts grew foggy after but I pleasantly enjoyed that file. Becoming a puppet to enjoy that file and more is a pleasant thought.
word: Thoughtless
word: Thoughtless
Day 7:
Word: Loyal
File: "Hopelessly Devoted"
Word: Loyal
File: "Hopelessly Devoted"
October 7, 2025 at 10:27 PM
Day 7:
Word: Loyal
File: "Hopelessly Devoted"
Word: Loyal
File: "Hopelessly Devoted"