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That sounds like hell. I have this with doctors, I ask a lot of questions to have clear answers but they start explaining everything around it instead. I think they think if they explain the concept, I will get it better. I just need straight clear answers to what I asked specifically..
November 11, 2025 at 6:12 PM
Sorry to hear, I have adhd diagnosed too so idk wtf is wrong with my brain. Sadly I understand that I'm the odd one out always and it's me who's struggling, other people don't seem to have those issues as much. It's so fucking lonely. Never being able to mentally connect with someone like I should
November 11, 2025 at 6:10 PM
Ye, and if I can't trust someone to just be clear and honest with me, I start to try to do it FOR them, I overthink every single thing because I cannot trust to get a straight answer. But that only makes things worse in the long run. Dealing with this my whole life caused me to have big trust issues
November 11, 2025 at 6:06 PM
I feel like I need to walk on eggshells but with every single person on the planet. I either experience hypomentalising bc of autism or hypermentalising bc of bpd and its hell. I never understand what I feel, what other people feel and how I affect them, so I get paranoid and overly assume instead..
November 11, 2025 at 6:02 PM
yeah and usually it only adds fuel to my overthinking + overexplaining, because I struggle to understand tone cues and not getting that answer that stops me from spiraling only fuels my paranoia. I'm working on myself ofc but I wish ppl would just give direct, clear answers. they really calm me down
November 11, 2025 at 6:00 PM
My life experience as an autistic + bpd person is that social interactions have a thousand unspoken rules and everyone around me understood them earlier/easier than I did. It was years of trial and error, but I still struggle with misunderstanding people and being misunderstood constantly. I'm tired
November 11, 2025 at 5:47 PM
thanks :3
November 10, 2025 at 11:04 PM
Base made by Lilaira
November 10, 2025 at 10:59 PM
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November 3, 2025 at 5:58 PM
Honestly I'd love a proper ref for this one
November 2, 2025 at 1:44 PM