If I stop bitching so much and actually like do what my boyfriend wants maybe we'll actually get to do shit..

what can ieegnwdo if its all just my fault

what should ie do? can i just be thrownw away at least i hate this. i dont want to be strong if it just means i jusst eget less. i fucksing hate crying and ebegging like this just for an ouncr of time too just like. ill survive maybe

making shit up btw

the day im getting forced to id check and shit im just gonna not use the internet. but thats what they want. but i also just get put into a mental ward lmao

or like a shit ton of other books or like idk real life? i feel like we humans have been through mass censorship already. i guess it does repeat itself. kinda scared honestly

and fahrenheit 451 thats popular too right