So, yeah, i'm still alive despite being very suicidal. My meds keep me in check, more or less, but i can barely afford them. I don't think i will be able to keep working on this, if i do, won't be anytime soon. I'm sorry.
October 27, 2025 at 9:55 PM
So, yeah, i'm still alive despite being very suicidal. My meds keep me in check, more or less, but i can barely afford them. I don't think i will be able to keep working on this, if i do, won't be anytime soon. I'm sorry.
I'm very heavily medicated now, mostly on sedatives. My head is a very foggy and i have a hard time with my memory problems. I made a mess of the game files, lost some, got others corrupted, deleted a lot too.
October 27, 2025 at 9:55 PM
I'm very heavily medicated now, mostly on sedatives. My head is a very foggy and i have a hard time with my memory problems. I made a mess of the game files, lost some, got others corrupted, deleted a lot too.
I got very heartbroken, i feel more depressed and burnt out than ever now. I try to keep working on this, but there's just too much that reminds me of this person, and all my motivation to keep going left.
October 27, 2025 at 9:55 PM
I got very heartbroken, i feel more depressed and burnt out than ever now. I try to keep working on this, but there's just too much that reminds me of this person, and all my motivation to keep going left.
For a while after years of being barely able to work on the game, i got a nice workflow and started to progress nicely. I had found someone who became very important to me and and helped me see some worth on what i was doing. But that is gone now
October 27, 2025 at 9:55 PM
For a while after years of being barely able to work on the game, i got a nice workflow and started to progress nicely. I had found someone who became very important to me and and helped me see some worth on what i was doing. But that is gone now
this is a cry for help, seriously
October 16, 2025 at 1:38 PM
this is a cry for help, seriously
i dunno, doing something, life feels pointless, wish i wasnt born
September 28, 2025 at 2:41 AM
i dunno, doing something, life feels pointless, wish i wasnt born
can't make friends, can't connect with people anymore, i hate the person i've become, feel stuck in a vicious downward spiral
September 26, 2025 at 7:08 AM
can't make friends, can't connect with people anymore, i hate the person i've become, feel stuck in a vicious downward spiral
Heaven holds a place for those who pray
September 21, 2025 at 4:27 PM
Heaven holds a place for those who pray
Today is my birthday!! i made it to 26!! give me all your money!!
September 3, 2025 at 9:00 AM
Today is my birthday!! i made it to 26!! give me all your money!!
Just gonna leave these links here in case anyone wanna give me a hand paying for my meds in this hell of a country
Paypal.me/runo860 patreon.com/Runodev
Paypal.me/runo860 patreon.com/Runodev
August 24, 2025 at 3:10 AM
Just gonna leave these links here in case anyone wanna give me a hand paying for my meds in this hell of a country
Paypal.me/runo860 patreon.com/Runodev
Paypal.me/runo860 patreon.com/Runodev
dunno, don't care, didn't ask
August 12, 2025 at 9:17 PM
dunno, don't care, didn't ask
Nothing can hurt me when im holding you
August 1, 2025 at 11:25 PM
Nothing can hurt me when im holding you
