At therapy today I told my therapist I was incredibly concerned that I was hallucinating yesterday. After talking through it with her she determined that I was not hallucinating, but I do have pretty bad PTSD. Great 🙃

Had really weird sex dreams about my ex last night Haven’t had dreams like that since one time where I drank hot chocolate before bed. I don’t think I’ll be having any Thanksgiving food or pumpkin pie again for a while.

For the first time in over a year and a half I am starting to enjoy being little again! I’m glad that even though I haven’t actively done much little stuff, I have kept up with a lot of my friends in the community, met new friends, and even gone to new events and munches!

I’m officially an aunt! 😊

I just got the benefits guide for my company for this year and comparing it with last year’s makes me want to cry. The cost of medical expenses didn’t just increase, it doubled. 😩

Even though I know what happened is best for me in the long run, sometimes I really miss my Papa and my old life. I miss the version of him that encouraged my imagination and was so playful with my stuffies. He created personalities for all of them and I miss them too. They were my friends.

One of the most important things I’ve learned this year is the difference between people you love listening to you, and being heard by people you love. After rarely feeling truly heard, being surrounded by people who really hear me when I am speaking about things important to me is so fulfilling.

I am going to attempt to be more active on here🙂

being called little one heals my soul

Yay! The pajamas, pillowcase, and blanket I ordered back in FEBRUARY, finally came today!!!! 💜💛💚

I will never ever forget how I got screamed at when I originally posted this. I was then berated, demoralized, and terrorized in a way I never experienced before.

His are claws // Page 1

It’s still crazy to me that I hadn’t completely recovered from my brain injury after 21 months but I moved out of my house and two weeks later I was back to normal and completely healed.

In case anyone hasn’t figured this out yet, these are available to order on Amazon today.

Mh?

#NSFWIllustration #Gremmy

“You are not selfish for wanting to be loved and cared for the way that feeds your soul.
This is your one life. You will never get the things you want by putting yourself on hold for others who are not ready.”

I hate that I can’t have a private profile on this platform.

Trying this out. Not sure if I will use it much since I can’t make my profile and posts private.