Having an emotionally rough world makes it harder to not be rubbed the wrong way. Especially when there's such a target painted on the backs of trans folks like us. You are stronger than you give yourself credit for, girl. Just take the time to coalesce that strength internally, stop spending sanity

I know it's been 4 months since you decided this, and I'm not here to convince you of anything. Just know that you are loved and that your life is worth more than what you provide here on the internet. Having followed you all the way back from tumblr pre-implosion, you're special. Good luck.