also I've been gymming lately so hopefully my ass will be fatter and I'll be hot enough to cosplay panty OR stocking!!!

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HELPPPP.... hot divas gotta stay incognito at their 9-5s 💅💅

at work I dress like a librarian (glasses, messy hair, ankle-length skirt) and when I go out I dress like a Discord kitten (miniskirt, contacts, skimpy top) so I'm not surprised... but she's got duality 👼

so what Are your thoughts on coriander miss laxi......

like singing is one of those things I try to be nonchalant about that I actually really care for, so hearing my teacher clock my weaknesses and go "we can fix that don't worry" or say we can up the pace because my foundations are stable... like okay!! she's not a lost cause!!

rare moment of sobriety and non-ditzy hours from miss rua amamiya CLOSED !!! no more contemplations

and idk!! maybe it's greedy of me, but I hope I can be that precious to someone; that ray of light or inspiration for someone, at the end of the day. i'm no comfort streamer and my sincerity never shows through enough, so all I can do is try to connect with people until the day I stop streaming!!

I don't think I'm really making sense but as much as some people see grieving graduations as being overdramatic, from a streamer POV its such a privilege!! to see such a sincere outpouring of love. to see that what you did as a silly anime character on the impact actually connected with people

maybe if I gaslight myself enough over this week like yeaaah it's a good learning opportunity and as frontman I get to learn showmanship and maybe gain some aura haaaahhahaha... uegh 🥀🥀🥀

also I will say I appreciate being compared to the Queen of Wands (thanks tarot reader!) cause that card was a hard relate LOL