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Dutchess
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My obsession isn't with beauty, but with the soul. @UF Alumna | Womanist |🇭🇹🇺🇸l Registered Nurse|fragrance fanatic|Small business owner of @scentedsolace
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I am weak. I am vulnerable. I have voids. But I am strong. I have proven that to myself.
September 11, 2025 at 1:13 PM
My biggest need right now is emotional safety
September 11, 2025 at 1:42 AM
I never in my life thought it would truly be just me and God. No one feels safe enough for me. I know people have real problems but if you knew my story and what I’ve faced silently.

I’m still grateful none the less but navigating life solo is tough
September 11, 2025 at 1:34 AM
It’s me keep checking my phone like someone cares about me that’s throwing me 😂
September 11, 2025 at 1:26 AM
It’s so much involved in my transitioning from staff nurse to travel nurse that I almost don’t even want to do it anymore but I am. Even if it’s just one single contract I ever do I’m gonna try it and see.
March 14, 2025 at 4:38 AM
Mommy really wants a hug right now 🥹
March 13, 2025 at 5:00 AM
Music use to me one of my favorite things. I still in enjoy it but not in the manner I use to. It just reminds me of all the things I want and don’t yet have. Or can’t have
March 1, 2025 at 6:23 AM
Holding your throat & and your booty cheeks because you have diarrhea and the flu is not for the weak
February 12, 2025 at 9:56 PM
Good news today :
-my pay raise got approved and I’m expecting back pay
- my ass is still phat and actually is sitting HIGHER
February 11, 2025 at 8:57 PM
bad news today:

-didn’t get Beyoncé tickets (I got scared of going alone for that price. I can afford any ticket but I want it to be fun. I’ll try again on Friday and shut my emotions off)
- my mom fell on her knee (she’s ok. But the next time, she gets a walker period)
February 11, 2025 at 8:32 PM
Im gonna have to heavily rely on my delusion to get me through these next few months.

Just straight up pretend everything is ok (I am ok but my nervous system won’t believe me), pretend that I’m being loved how I need, that everything is lining up for the win.

🙏🏽
February 2, 2025 at 6:59 AM
I’m reading this spicy book and he refers to “sexy time” as “mommy & daddy time” and yea.

That’s literally what I call it too 🥹
February 1, 2025 at 11:01 AM
Now I overstand why people hit up their ex’s to take of their needs since they are already familiar with their body etc

Not me though, but I get it.
February 1, 2025 at 8:52 AM
Thinking of ways to be sweet to myself
January 29, 2025 at 1:12 PM
My mental health is being challenged because of all these political problems we are facing and the ONLY thing I’m sad & happy about is that when my time is over (cuz I’m tired), at least I won’t have left a child behind.

My heart is closed and no longer operable.

The dream was fun.

Reality isn’t
January 29, 2025 at 12:45 PM
My mother has been a citizen for over 10 years. If she’s going back, I’m going with her. Period. I don’t care about anything else really. Keep your country. Passport ready. Bye.
January 24, 2025 at 7:02 AM
I want a son. I just gotta find his papa first.
January 24, 2025 at 5:23 AM
Like I can’t even just HOPE for one because it doesn’t make the likelyhood any better.

So many factors are involved & it’s just saddening.
January 19, 2025 at 7:07 PM
I imagine I’ll be okay and perfectly fine without children of my own but today it’s hitting me a bit harder that it may never happen (due to my standards) but I’m working today so I’ll cry about it later
January 19, 2025 at 6:04 PM
Favorite comfort movies:
•50 first dates
•bring it on
•deliver us from Eva
•ella enchanted
January 11, 2025 at 9:02 AM
Future hubby:

Do the “comforting” or we will be watching my favorite comfort movies instead. Your choice.
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January 11, 2025 at 9:01 AM
Maybe an aura ring
January 11, 2025 at 5:03 AM
I really don’t be knowing what to buy myself with my money.

Like I want to get myself something nice tmrw.

I have no clue what that something should be.

Hilarious
January 11, 2025 at 5:03 AM
If I ask, it will come.

Everything with complete certainty. #2025
January 11, 2025 at 4:51 AM
Praying God sends me someone to go to Costa Rica with if I ask him pretty please.

And I’ll go alone if I must but it’s truly because on my last solo trip, I went out and did things etc, but I remember crying in public trying to wipe my tears away because I felt so alone.

Trying to a void that
January 11, 2025 at 4:50 AM