QRT with your pride flag(s)!

Just a Queer Nonbinary :)

I'm sorry for the constant venting, I'm trying my hardest to make something with the stories and characters I want to make- but I've been so unstable that it's hard for me to keep any of the ideas I've been thinking about.

Life sucks man.

I honestly don't know what's going on anymore... I'm really not happy with life and honestly I wish I was dead (I am NOT going to hurt myself by the way, it's just how I feel now a days.)

Not to mention I'm now in debt after paying some of my father's bills using my college fund, SSI told me I owe them over $800 because of me using the said college fund...

It's hard because of how his mood swings are going. One minute he's nice and the next minute he's threatening all these awful things to my mom and I who are only trying to help him.. It reminds me of how my grandfather was before he passed away so now I'm worried my father will have the same fate...

My father came home from the hospital/rehabilitation center today. He had a heart attack and 2 strokes at the same time. He doesn't seem to remember the whole 'selling the house' he can't remember anything really. He's also almost blind now too and has trouble walking. So I have to take care of him.

I'm sorry for the inactivity, I really was trying to get back on my feet with writing before this all came crashing down.. I'm not sure if I'll be active outside of Discord (and even that I'll probably be quiet on) because of how depressed I am about this situation.

I'm very sorry.

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