Anxious chihuahua // he/they/it/ghost // therian/otherkin // PTSD/anxiety/depression/Bipolar 2/plurality// ADHD?
You will see vents/rants, personal pics, pinterest things, Lil pup sh*
(Ik I said about not refaring as us as a system but I still will be posting about some things)
(Ik I said about not refaring as us as a system but I still will be posting about some things)
It is wild to me to think that I was consuming somedays less calories than a newborn baby...
Today, i was finally able to hit at least the 1k kcal...
It is wild to me to think that I was consuming somedays less calories than a newborn baby...
Today, i was finally able to hit at least the 1k kcal...
I'm having a bit of a trouble pointing who's fronting.... man this feel weird
I'm having a bit of a trouble pointing who's fronting.... man this feel weird
I really needed to remember that I'm not important
I really needed to remember that I'm not important
Nothing is real....
Nothing is real....
I forgot my meds and took them till about 2 am...
I was feeling like my head split in parts (not sure how to explain it but like preassure parts) and with thought mixed up that I can't catch... dissociated a bit...
Tonight is not a good one... I'm okay but confused
I forgot my meds and took them till about 2 am...
I was feeling like my head split in parts (not sure how to explain it but like preassure parts) and with thought mixed up that I can't catch... dissociated a bit...
Tonight is not a good one... I'm okay but confused
Well... I guess that responds to our questions a bit
Well... I guess that responds to our questions a bit
Caretaker
Split 21 NOV 2025
Caretaker
Split 21 NOV 2025
Split AUG 2025
Split AUG 2025
Dominant/protector
Split ~29 NOV 2024
Fisioned Abril 2025
Dominant/protector
Split ~29 NOV 2024
Fisioned Abril 2025
And im do close to just mix meds and alcohol... I had been sober for 3 years I believe... but who gives a fuck (I can't afford alcohol tho)
And im do close to just mix meds and alcohol... I had been sober for 3 years I believe... but who gives a fuck (I can't afford alcohol tho)
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I really 🚫 want to be present.. the 🍼 is near.. bit not quite 🔀... so I'm stuck in front.. I hate wanting back ekon ngl... he was able to manage things a bit better than me...
But not sure if I really want hm back at the same time
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I really 🚫 want to be present.. the 🍼 is near.. bit not quite 🔀... so I'm stuck in front.. I hate wanting back ekon ngl... he was able to manage things a bit better than me...
But not sure if I really want hm back at the same time
I draw a bit but not much... I just want to rot in bet today
I draw a bit but not much... I just want to rot in bet today