Well you are you so I don't blame him for thinking that

This is also why I struggled so much to maintain motivation when I tried to learn digital art. Its also so disheartening when you can't make it look like how you want it no matter how many times you try.

Im sorry fox. 😞 It's not permanent, but last year when I was in between jobs, I was a seasonal support driver for UPS and I didn't need to be accepted by a recruiter or anything. Just signed up and proved I had valid license and car registration and they just let you deliver packages.