Communication is important, so are similar kinks/interests. The "testing" is what feels off to me, cause like you said it can imply incompetence and feel rude. But there's nothing wrong with consensual nonconsensual, struggling/brat behavior, if both parties like that, or sometimes as a compromise.

clinical psychology & psychotherapy

If I knew if and where I get a place, I wouldn't have trouble planning, would I? 😜 So no idea sadly.

Trust me, if my place for my masters degree depends on it, I WILL escape, no doubt. 😝

Sorry you had to deal with that. I totally get wanting to know someones face before like meeting, I don't usually meet people without a facepic either. Like for fakecheck/safety reasons and what not. BUT, that doesn't mean you slide into someones DM to insult them, wtf. Stay respectful goddamn.

Still occasionally read on the Nazi playground, more so to know current far right talking points, the „know your enemy“ type of thing. But posting/interacting? Hell nah.

Evil ones? Don't untie him for one of the meals, let him eat/drink out of a bowl, but connect a crotch rope to the back of his head and when he bows down to eat/drink... 👀

I also really thought, but thats my bad, that the location layout would be inverted to what it is. Like i.e. you enter Noxon and from there have access to a somewhat private terrace. That would have made me comfortable to get tied up probably, haha. And that's also why I was so enthusiastic lmao.

I mean to be fair, I'm kinky minded for 10+ years already, not openly for most part, I guess. And I wouldn't say this really counts as visiting a fetish event, but I liked every second of it. Maybe Darklands works out next year. Can't get chicken pox twice, right... 😂

Just glad I at least got to meet @pupsocky.bsky.social, I swear I'm real lmaaao. (Thanks for your patience and kindness haha 💛)

And I know people are different and that it is more than okay not to like parties, it's that I can't have fun for the wrong reasons what makes it hurt. Also not sure if going to more parties will eventually fix that, cause that wasn't the case 10 years ago when I tried that.

But worst of all, I know that deep down I'm as full of Energy and positivity as they are, it's just that depression & anxiety disorders basically killed that part of me off. I hate that, because I don't think I'll ever get that back and simply have to cope with it somehow. 🫠

The puppies (kinky party) with their hyper Energy and positivity (objectively a good thing don't get me wrong) made it even worse, made me feel even more unsocial and made me be even more unsocial and unapproachable. Sorry cuties 😭

Lmao, he tried to gaslight me into thinking it was my fault, hahaha. That guy is not the record holder of shitting, he is the record. (Bonus points if you get the reference)

Always. 🤤