What if I fail in finding my way back?
What if I cannot fulfill my calling?
With many foundations I seem to lack,
No wonder I spend so much time bawling.

I just want a life that I can sustain.
One that is much more peaceful and humane.

#autisticburnout #sonnet

It can feel like my brain is on fire
And my soul feels like it’s shredded to bits.
This episode has been the most dire—
I worry this is as good as it gets.