(opens my beloved medical malpractice comfort fic)

im genuinely so happy for her bc its ADORABLE but also its my fic too somehow and 🥹🫶🏽 no love, however brief, is wasted

on the evening I was fretting about the fic i left abandoned...? damn sure 😭

somehow this didn't feel like a main/x kind of post so this goes here 🙆🏻‍♀️

I may have been clocked with "wait, is this from a rhythm game?!", but that last bit left an impact they were still babbling about way after and massu has a new follower on Instagram so double wins (I enjoy the unconventionality way more than the students do i think)

on one hand why the hell not, on the other i dont think im qualified for this as much as she thinks i am 😭 especially versus an undergraduate program... I know my high school was arts-specialised, but i took like just one CW class in college, and even that got interrupted by the pandemic

theyre all food i know i just go out to eat and have coffee so I have a space outside of the house to work zzz

I love her art style sm I might just end up LARPing a renaissance art patron indefinitely

speaking of, i have ao3 homework in my email and hopefully I can finally sit with a drink and read em tomorrow (but first I need to text my neurologist)

i have to be better prepared this year bc me needing to make a point last year and not having any literature on hand (no internet) aside from the super long fanfic i probably cant confess to reading in front of high schoolers which i had in my tablet was. an experience.

ok but thank u for this casual reply, it definitely made me less anxious going in 🥹🙏🏼 blessing
once im alive ill be in ur ao3 comments as always.......

duuude its not that i didnt believe u or what i just didnt expect how real the whole KRRRR THUNK WHIRR THUNK BZZZ thing would be instead of an exaggeration 😭 (i agree though it Was grounding after a bit) (I think i got a different kind of dye so i was safe......)

my MRI being scheduled outpatient at 10:30pm is the icing to this cake honestly 😭 (thank you this was strangely comforting) (i laughed a little too hard now my head hurts) (btw ao3 email failed me but a dutiful friend has forwarded me your new fic so I Will Be There)

writing has always been and will forever be just for two of the most important human activities: overthinking and jacking off. (you're a god at writing both, by the way) (i miss your writing) (thank you, i hope so too 😭)