This does impact the lore

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" When I am around Shinji I feel warm, he is a friend someone I find comfort in

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However around Asuka it is strange. . .

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀my face heats and I feel my heart accelerate. . .
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Is this what they call 'hate' ? "

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" I am the one who is called ̶L̶i̶l̶i̶t̶h̶ ̶ Rei Ayanami "

" I am ̶A̶n̶ ̶a̶n̶g̶e̶l̶ ̶ human "

" I ̶D̶o̶n̶t̶ want to start the third impact "

⠀⠀ "I am ̶N̶o̶t̶ loyal to the man named Gendo Ikari. "

" I ̶D̶o̶ ̶n̶o̶t̶ ̶ want to live "

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" Normal "

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" Why?"
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⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀" how do I fix this? "

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Alone in her apartment, looking up at the cloudless sky as the moon shined upon her.

Rei took a breath of cool air it was relaxing. . . They took their cassette player clicked play as music began to play soothing her making her finally able to sleep.

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⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ 𝙷𝚎 𝚗𝚎𝚎𝚍𝚜 𝚖𝚎
⠀ 𝙷𝚎 𝚗𝚎𝚎𝚍𝚜 𝚖𝚎⠀⠀ ⠀
𝙷𝚎 𝚗𝚎𝚎𝚍𝚜 𝚖𝚎
𝙷𝚎 𝚗𝚎𝚎𝚍𝚜 𝚖𝚎
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⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ H_̶̵̡͙̩͔̹̬̙̻ͣ̀́ͩͫ̓͘̚͘͟e̶̢̨͚̬̳̩̗̹̯͇̱̍ͯ͊ͭ͂̀̊̅̅ͬ͒́̍̑ͤ̄ͩ͋͟͠_̭̠͎̌́̇̂̔̕͢ n̴̢̧̧̧̢̠͓̥̮̩͕̳̬͓͍̼̗͛͊ͧ̃̉̌͛̃̇͛̅̌ͩ͐ͣ̀̚̚͞͡ḙ̵̶̢̨̝̫̭̩̩̭̬̤̲̜̍ͮ̌̆́ͣ̒̒ͭ̏̈́̕͞ḕ̴̛͎͑̇̀̑̓ͪ̎͂_̸̷̴̷̵̮͕͓͎͕̹̮͍̖͖ͥ̀͗̈́͊̌́͗͐ͫͤ̒̕͡͠ͅd̶̹̪̞̗͓͖̜̭̦̪͎̟͔̩̤̒ͧͥ̆ͣ̎̽͑́͑̔́ͨ̃͗̔͂̽̏͘͘͡͠ͅs̛̪͗ m̵̸̨̧͔͖̖̟̯͔̜̭̍ͦ́͂́̉̓ͯ̓̚͟͝ͅe̴̼̎̊̒_̸̧̬̼̘̠̞̥̹͛ͯ̎̒̎͌̚͢_
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. . . ᗯᕼY ᗪO I ᑎEEᗪ ᕼIᗰ?

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" Asuka is strange "⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀
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" She sees me as a doll, as if I am odd "

⠀ ⠀" and yet despite everything I cannot get her away from me, I cannot remove her from my thoughts. "

⠀⠀" . . . I should report these abnormalities hopefully I can get these feelings fixed. "

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Genuine conversation I have had

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May be scattered this is to help me just get my mind off things and use it as an outlet

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𝕊𝕒𝕡𝕙𝕗𝕚𝕣𝕖☆

Valid

You're never gonna guess who won the spin

𝕊𝕒𝕡𝕙𝕗𝕚𝕣𝕖☆

Time to make a Roman, Cinder or Emerald

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Permanently open starter.

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