..oh my godd, wait.. I actually love this.. he is DELUDING himself, still in denial of his own falling.. unable to handle the shame and the accompanying guilt he's no longer pristine.. it makes his contemplation scene after 6-2 even better omg..

True thoo right? Its interesting he chose to use that word when it means hating the sin and not the person. Don’t know if it’s intentional or not 👀