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they can’t possibly kick me out after working for a year and nearly a half-ish here.

i might start applying to places out of fear… 😭😭😭
December 26, 2025 at 11:40 PM
lowk, if i do lose this job, i am a bit tired of it anyway bc it’s boring as hell and i like to be doing smth engaging all the time. however, theres a handful of benefits of why i should stay, i’d hate to lose it.
December 26, 2025 at 11:40 PM
but before i overthink this, i think they need at least two ppl working evening shifts. my other coworker is leaving in a few weeks so it’ll be two of us left anyway.

I THINK I’LL BE FINE. i gotta start locking in, i’m late almost all the time. i gotta improve my rep again… 😭
December 26, 2025 at 11:40 PM
the new year will bring in a fresh start. if it starts off terrible then, whatever. i have goals in mind. hopefully, i can check ‘em off as i go throughout the year. i started a few of them this year and im pretty happy of my progress <3
December 26, 2025 at 6:51 AM
ough, this hurts emotionally considering i’m an adult now but i think it’s best i don’t look into it much. i’ve let the emotions pass while i was reading ch@insaw man. i don’t see the need to do it again. just think of the positives, ig.
December 26, 2025 at 6:51 AM
honestly, do my parents know? that it doesn’t necessarily work? i used to read f@nfics and w3btoons on my phone and i’d sometimes type up f@nfics on my laptop. a sneaky kid will always find a way.
December 26, 2025 at 6:51 AM
altho, this situation i’m in got me reminiscing abt my teen years bc they pulled the same thing too. except this time, i have limited data if ever i need to pop back online. sadge that i have to start readjusting the time i’m available for ppl. time zones really suck… 🥀
December 26, 2025 at 6:51 AM
some could say this is a sucky situation but i’d say this lets me lock-in. i have a lot of media i want to catch up on bc gacha and doomscrolling has consumed me. i didn’t make time for more productive things, ig.
December 26, 2025 at 6:51 AM
anyway, it’s getting late i’m snoozing 💤
December 1, 2025 at 9:43 AM
what the heckk, like now that we’re nearing the end of 2025 i dunno how to feel abt this year. it’s amazing? maybe this is just an extremely foreign feeling to feel happy abt a year i experienced in my life. 😭
December 1, 2025 at 9:43 AM
heck i’m literally starting up art again… and i’m trying to take it seriously too
December 1, 2025 at 9:43 AM
bsky brought on sm memorable moments for me with ppl. i’m really happy 2025 happened. hopefully, i gain more confidence to just causally dm someone out of the blue and experience to keep a conversation going.

and maybe i’ll eventually be less awkward irl too huhu <3
December 1, 2025 at 9:43 AM
i’ve been alone and shit since covid hit, i feel like i lost a lot of key experiences bc of covid…

post highschool, i tried to form relationships with ppl irl but it would often just never work out for me, it’s like everyone had their own groups alrdy. 🥀
December 1, 2025 at 9:43 AM
do i regret this year? with what happened with my family, my academics, and the casual release of my painful ex? honestly, no.
December 1, 2025 at 9:43 AM
i still have moments where i feel alone, feel useless, feel like i don’t belong anywhere but it somehow just picks back up. getting dms from ppl even just silly gifs, getting tiktoks… makes my day. i’m actually afraid i’ll lose it all. 🥀
December 1, 2025 at 9:43 AM
and even in my dm’ng, i’ve changed as a person too. opened up a bit more. even started streaming. like shit,, i would’ve never thought that i could pull that off. 😭
December 1, 2025 at 9:43 AM
i don’t recall meeting and talking closely to this many ppl online. or perhaps it’s been a long while and i can’t recall how i was in old twt (during lockdown).
December 1, 2025 at 9:43 AM
i’m (partially) joking,, it may not be the best year irl but it’s one of the best years i’ve had when it comes to forming bonds with ppl <3
December 1, 2025 at 9:43 AM
i dunno if the footage was just sped up and shit but it looked pretty bad cuz the car did a semi-spin ☠️

it’s slippery too but still,,, it looked rough af
November 30, 2025 at 6:23 PM
anyway, i think i’m gonna sleep for now tho 💥
November 28, 2025 at 4:54 AM
have i been holding most of the thoughts inside … maybe … yes … 💭 and mayhaps i’m posting too much on main abt my thoughts 😭
November 28, 2025 at 4:54 AM