Anyway idk why this all came to mind but [shrugs] here I am, rambling online. As always.

Also babies. Don't like babies that much. They scare me. Too fragile and temperamental. And I sure as hell dont want kids of my own bc THAT scares the absolute SHIT out of me, but luckily that problem has been solved already. But i get along well with other people's kids over the age of 5 at least.

Saaaaame I like big angry dudes with secret soft sides that need to just work their shit out. Get that big fire-breathing lizard a therapist, he'll be fine. Maybe get some revenge along the way. Who knows! He's my little stress ball and I am throwing him at the wall at mach speed till he sticks.

And also hes just fucking hot. Did I mention hes hot. Black haired knight in shining armor turns into a big ass black dragon. He's hot.

And theres also a portion of it that is low key just me wrestling with themes of trauma and even transmasculinity to an extent, like it's hard to put to words but you really do feel like the world makes you a monster sometimes but it's a little easier when you have people that accept you or somethin

And as he goes on a quest to find out why he is the way that he is and slowly starts uncovering the mystery of his curse and who cursed him and why, he also has to come to grips with what exactly that means. Like what is it to be good or bad, what does he actually want, what does he care about

He's still got a lot of issues to deal with, both repressed and not, and holds a grudge like a motherfucker, but even tho he doesnt remember who he was and has decided he really just fucking hates everyone, the part of him that just wants to be a good and helpful person isnt QUITE dead yet, either.

And in like a couple hundred years or something there will be a Special Eclipse where he literally rises from his dead slumber and actually literally eats the sun and kills everyone. But when he wakes up and is found first by a sympathetic elf witch, turns out hes actually kinda chill?

Eventually he tuckers out after a destructive bender and falls into hibernation under a mountain. So like the people across the country start making mythology around it calling him the sunkiller and say hes like some prophesied bringer of death and the destroyer of the world or whatever

So knight gets cursed at some point and then is killed in a big mysterious plot that I haven't fully fleshed out bc im not as smart as the stuff I like requires me to be to write it. Bc curse he becomes a huge basically sorta undead black dragon with no memories, tons of anger, and goes on a rampage

So like. I dont have a name set in stone for the knight exactly but the dragon part is called the Sunkiller. The knight was born w/ a "blessing" and said to be chosen by the sun god, and was raised to be the Ultimate Knight. But he ended up just getting used in the end, then theres the curse mystery

Wish I had some art to show but im still not quite confident in any final designs.