Least I know and acknowledge that the character never actually existed, they can't acknowledge that the person they thought I was only existed in their minds. 3/3

Living up to their ideas of who I was supposed to be, and I don't owe them space to accept that they were wrong. They can go sit away from me mourn a person who never actually existed. The really funny thing is, many of these same people would laugh at me crying over a character in a book but at 2/

Cis grief can suck my packer. They want to mourn my constant confusion, my feeling lost and not knowing/accepting who I was? They want to mourn the person who was a shell of a human when the real, fully faerself person is happier and healthier than ever before? Nah fuck cis grief. I don't owe them1/

With a tear-stained face, I remember you, my trans siblings, and I love you. I didn't know you, but I know the world you left behind is a broken and hate-filled world, but many of us are working hard to fix it, to make it the world you should have had. I'm sorry. Your fight is over, ours continues.

I realized after posting that I forgot one of my sets of dice (rainbow silicone) and decided to rearrange, add the lid to my tray, some of the d20s of holding that I printed, and a dice tower made by my partner for me, and have the light up dice actually lit up.

Agreeing with her on something makes me want to shower...

I wish... between depression and kids mine last about 2.5 seconds

A few hours away from you in Ohio.

Considering their average lifespan in the wild is 7-8 years, holding a grudge for 17 years is pretty impressive.

*pat*

Taking the littlest to school soon, then working on how I'm going to manage my presence on here to be more productive than the other socials I've done in the past under my dying (not dead yet) name.

I like to understand the source of the generational trauma as best as I can so that I can better combat it and truly break the cycle.

Our suffering will always be either theoretical or anecdotal to them, it's not real, or if it is, it's not enough of a problem to warrant action.

I did see it over in the other place, and read it then, but I'm happy to see you here, I hope to see more of the good people from there come here too, seems like a better environment.