Holy shit that's awesome!

*the goal is to do the best i can, but i will say it's freeing to allow the art to be messy and imperfect

It's not good, but in order to get better I have to be willing to let myself write shitty poetry for a while

Yayyyyy!! 🎉🎉

How my home looks, how i spend my day.. SO MUCH OF MY LIFE IS DEPENDENT ON OTHERS AND I CAN'T DO THIS SHIT ANYMORE

*squeals in gender euphoria*

So both of these are difficult aspects to begin with and then anytime you experience a transit to one of the planets involved, the difficult aspect will be triggered.

That's what i see anyway

And then your Saturn is opposite chiron (and Mars)- chiron is strongly connected to stuff you've experienced wounding around. And Saturn is among other things sense of structure and stability.

I'm not a professional astrologer but I do see a couple things: your moon forms a tight square to your pluto. The moon is how you feel (emotions, your felt experience in your body etc) and pluto is gonna be trauma.