i need to get out of the bathrroom jsut been sitting on the toilet cus it's the only place i got to rly vent woopss. sick of it all though. whatever man

even when i do try to commit to a project it'll just be for a fucking week cus i'm just burnt out and have a shit work work fucking the thing the drive ETHIC fuck i dont have good work. ethics ever mever did boohoo hoo!!!!!!!!

don't ask what that was supposed to mean its6leaking me giggle tho anyway i'm just. stuck and it's my own fault cus im iust so dopamine seeking y'know. i fixate on stupid things collect stupid plastic objects and I'm going to die working at the same store i worked at for 3 fucking years

tired of being tired and apathetic and just. just fucking myself over so I'm always stuck in this constant fucking loop everyday is the fucking same it's the same shit but I can't do anything about it cus i fisted my hole so hard from the start i'm just prolapsint it up!!!! cus who ficking cares!!!!

between that and not being able to really do shit at home until i'm left alone and even when i'm finally left alone i'm just. fucking tired and have to clean anyway and cook dinner and shit and it's soo fucking. i'm so whiney about this shit idk

i'm just not passionate about anything once the moments over and it fucking blows. i'm just a man with fleeting dreams or whatever i never stick to anything y'know... even shit i'd dream abt for years ig...

nghh okay yeah ok. anyway i hate how i like start to have like ideas on doing shit at work but i'll never like do anything i never do anything i need to and it pisses me the fuck off to no end

and niw pissed cus i had so many brain thoughts but now they're getting shy ohhhh fuck youuuuu. i'm so tired

what can i day i love the dopamine hits that is posting and getting likes on social media and also i may use that as art and oc dumps or smth if i feel brave enough yuh yuh

FAKE NEWS I LIKED YOUR BANGER can't believe you'd lie to the public like this.... *holding back tears*

5 notifs look at mr popular over here

KYS sorry..... i-i let my anger take control of me..... *holds back tears as my eyes glow red* y-you need to get out of here b-before it's too late.....

even if changing jobs goes smoothly it's such a gamble still i feel fucking mental sorry that i'm being a piss baby about this but y'know second biggest thing goin on in my life rn lulz... i'm so fucked NYAHA

i don't i don't really know if i'm gonna ever get better fuccccck