i hate feeling alone because i don’t have a lot of friends so this is disappointing for me that i deserve to roam-free in a space so empty it fucking sucks!!

and tbh i’m really sad about this, pissed off that i have to enjoy this by myself and all alone. and don’t tell me it’s silly when i find things i enjoy the most on the internet when i’m bored.

when i had the chance to talk about our faves with 2 ppl they either disappear or get busy (and argue with me like i said something wrong) and it’s honestly frustrating because i’m pretty sure this ship is kind of dead now.