i plan to buy my offkai plane tickets in march, so now that ive got a gf i have 2 months to explain to her what a vtuber is and figure out if shes going to join me for offkai or not
December 30, 2025 at 4:24 AM
i plan to buy my offkai plane tickets in march, so now that ive got a gf i have 2 months to explain to her what a vtuber is and figure out if shes going to join me for offkai or not
the parking lot at work is less than 20% as full as usual. im definitely going to die of boredom today. but if i do survive, itll be unauthorized work from home for the next two days
December 22, 2025 at 2:39 PM
the parking lot at work is less than 20% as full as usual. im definitely going to die of boredom today. but if i do survive, itll be unauthorized work from home for the next two days
people are talking about firefox going to shit now that they're adding ai, but imo its been shit for a while. sometimes a click a link and instead of just loading the webpage, the tab will lock and my cpu fan will spin up for a minute or two
December 18, 2025 at 11:48 PM
people are talking about firefox going to shit now that they're adding ai, but imo its been shit for a while. sometimes a click a link and instead of just loading the webpage, the tab will lock and my cpu fan will spin up for a minute or two
i got some new curtains for my office that are the correct size (instead of just big enough to cover the window hole) and its crazy how much deader the sound is now. like it wasn't even echoing before because the room is full, this is a whole other level
December 13, 2025 at 4:29 AM
i got some new curtains for my office that are the correct size (instead of just big enough to cover the window hole) and its crazy how much deader the sound is now. like it wasn't even echoing before because the room is full, this is a whole other level
me, in my house full of furniture, buying more furniture: "oh no, where do i put all this furniture?"
November 29, 2025 at 11:05 PM
me, in my house full of furniture, buying more furniture: "oh no, where do i put all this furniture?"
im trying only linux on my laptop one more time, and im feeling like this time it might actually stick. one day linux will have a ui as good as windows 25 years ago
November 21, 2025 at 5:21 AM
im trying only linux on my laptop one more time, and im feeling like this time it might actually stick. one day linux will have a ui as good as windows 25 years ago
i have to keep reminding myself that its impossible to time the market, because the market is really making me feel like i should shift my retirement investments rn
November 7, 2025 at 2:04 PM
i have to keep reminding myself that its impossible to time the market, because the market is really making me feel like i should shift my retirement investments rn
today i overslept and got to work 30 minutes late, and was still by far the first person. then everyone left before me. i suspect people may not be putting in a full 9 hours here...
October 23, 2025 at 2:21 AM
today i overslept and got to work 30 minutes late, and was still by far the first person. then everyone left before me. i suspect people may not be putting in a full 9 hours here...
today at work we got tasks for the next month and mine are stuff im already like 85% done with
October 22, 2025 at 3:08 AM
today at work we got tasks for the next month and mine are stuff im already like 85% done with
im now in my permanent desk at my new job, locked in a secure room with no personal electronics. im going to be the most productive ive ever been, and also lose all will to live
October 21, 2025 at 1:51 PM
im now in my permanent desk at my new job, locked in a secure room with no personal electronics. im going to be the most productive ive ever been, and also lose all will to live
work days being 10 hours after commute is sucking my will to live even more than before, but seeing my future of not even having my phone during that time could potentially be the kick i need to atop being so chronically online. id love to at least get physically active enough to lose some fat
October 2, 2025 at 7:09 PM
work days being 10 hours after commute is sucking my will to live even more than before, but seeing my future of not even having my phone during that time could potentially be the kick i need to atop being so chronically online. id love to at least get physically active enough to lose some fat
my work schedule is 9/80 so i have every other friday off. but the on friday is also the one day we work remote, so in my mind its just two 3 day weekends, which 1) shows how seriously i took my previously full remote job and 2) is certainly going to bite me in the ass eventually
October 2, 2025 at 7:06 PM
my work schedule is 9/80 so i have every other friday off. but the on friday is also the one day we work remote, so in my mind its just two 3 day weekends, which 1) shows how seriously i took my previously full remote job and 2) is certainly going to bite me in the ass eventually
ngl i kind of wish i was getting furloughed tomorrow. at least my commute will probably be less miserable
September 30, 2025 at 9:19 PM
ngl i kind of wish i was getting furloughed tomorrow. at least my commute will probably be less miserable
my temporary desk at my new job is a cubicle next to the PMs, and its so interesting hearing them talk. i wonder what it feels like to be on a project without actually doing any of the work
September 30, 2025 at 5:42 PM
my temporary desk at my new job is a cubicle next to the PMs, and its so interesting hearing them talk. i wonder what it feels like to be on a project without actually doing any of the work
this new job is so painfully frustrating. i was truly spoiled by the clean c# code that Just Worked at my last job - no warnings, no environment setup, good coding practices
now im on some c++ mess with basically no maintainability where people are checking build-breaking typos in the main branch
now im on some c++ mess with basically no maintainability where people are checking build-breaking typos in the main branch
September 29, 2025 at 8:23 PM
this new job is so painfully frustrating. i was truly spoiled by the clean c# code that Just Worked at my last job - no warnings, no environment setup, good coding practices
now im on some c++ mess with basically no maintainability where people are checking build-breaking typos in the main branch
now im on some c++ mess with basically no maintainability where people are checking build-breaking typos in the main branch
i realized i at some point deleted my rct save files, so now im running file recovery software on a couple of old drives i have that might (but probably dont) have held the files at some point
September 20, 2025 at 11:57 PM
i realized i at some point deleted my rct save files, so now im running file recovery software on a couple of old drives i have that might (but probably dont) have held the files at some point
i am not feeling good about my new job. im going to be working in a secure room with no personal electronics, va code is way worse than visual studio, and c++ is the absolute ugliest language ive ever seen. im gonna miss writing c# :(
September 19, 2025 at 8:56 PM
i am not feeling good about my new job. im going to be working in a secure room with no personal electronics, va code is way worse than visual studio, and c++ is the absolute ugliest language ive ever seen. im gonna miss writing c# :(
i think 2027 will be the year i climb mt fuji. im not getting any younger so i really need to get on that. ill probably also go to comiket while im doing a summer visit, since the summer there is so miserable
September 13, 2025 at 2:58 AM
i think 2027 will be the year i climb mt fuji. im not getting any younger so i really need to get on that. ill probably also go to comiket while im doing a summer visit, since the summer there is so miserable
i sure hope i haven't forgotten how to program in the last two months, because i have not been thinking about it AT ALL in this time
also i suspect this new job is going to be c++ which... is not my strongest language lol
also i suspect this new job is going to be c++ which... is not my strongest language lol
September 9, 2025 at 7:32 PM
i sure hope i haven't forgotten how to program in the last two months, because i have not been thinking about it AT ALL in this time
also i suspect this new job is going to be c++ which... is not my strongest language lol
also i suspect this new job is going to be c++ which... is not my strongest language lol
i passed my background/drug test, so my start date is definite; now that it's entirely certain im basically just standing here waiting for it to be monday and my new form of misery to start
September 9, 2025 at 6:29 PM
i passed my background/drug test, so my start date is definite; now that it's entirely certain im basically just standing here waiting for it to be monday and my new form of misery to start
im in my late 30s and ive still never felt any kind of passion or calling to something i can do that im just amazing at and that serves people and makes the world better. i just exist here, alone, waiting to die and trying to be as comfortable as possible
August 27, 2025 at 10:49 PM
im in my late 30s and ive still never felt any kind of passion or calling to something i can do that im just amazing at and that serves people and makes the world better. i just exist here, alone, waiting to die and trying to be as comfortable as possible
i got contacted today by two more companies id applied to, one of which would be similar to the job i lost, but better pay. i went ahead and scheduled the call, so we'll see. i would feel bad taking back an offer acceptance, even if its to an evil megacorp
August 27, 2025 at 10:44 PM
i got contacted today by two more companies id applied to, one of which would be similar to the job i lost, but better pay. i went ahead and scheduled the call, so we'll see. i would feel bad taking back an offer acceptance, even if its to an evil megacorp
the job search gods mustve noticed how low my mood is today, because the search engines have finally been delivering. ive submitted the most applications in one day (26) since i started looking
August 22, 2025 at 1:40 AM
the job search gods mustve noticed how low my mood is today, because the search engines have finally been delivering. ive submitted the most applications in one day (26) since i started looking
lol the interview i had scheduled for tomorrow got cancelled. it wouldve been a mega long commute so its for the best, but at this point im desperate for anything. i just need a job
August 21, 2025 at 9:17 PM
lol the interview i had scheduled for tomorrow got cancelled. it wouldve been a mega long commute so its for the best, but at this point im desperate for anything. i just need a job
ive initiated rolling over my 401k from my previous job, so if the market is going to crash, now would be a great time, thanks
August 20, 2025 at 7:22 PM
ive initiated rolling over my 401k from my previous job, so if the market is going to crash, now would be a great time, thanks