It makes me extremely triggered and depressed when im reminded of that because it makes me remember. I'm so deeply upset that i wasn't be able to experience having an actual childhood

Особливо після того як я звільнилася спеціально щоб було більше часу для цього може це просто депресія знову

I will never be able to express myself like everyone else i never find the words to describe and explain anything im the stupidest person to live i need to die i really need to die asap

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