come out to my friends again**

cuz i think my friends forgot i'm genderfluid and being confessed to last week was kind of eye opening that most people see me as a girl which i get but when someone close to me doesn't get it i'm like do they really know me .

Realized I probably need to come out to my friends, counsellor is out until the 21st, had group psychiatry so i thought mb i could come out then but there were 9 new people and i basically had an anxiety attack so i didn't come out LMFAO

YEAH he told me the trigger happened (medication + being hungry then having a big meal) made him do it all over again but he told me he was gonna take it easy tonight so hopefully he eats better in the future 😭😭😭

THANK YOU I literally got confessed to and i have a lot of stress about that kind of thing and then my dad started showing symptoms again after we came home and I have been in a state of crashing out since then . I have been hitting a pillow off my wall for the past 20 minutes

WHY DID IT HAVE TO HAPPEN ALL AFTER COUNSELLING IM LITERALLY FUCKING ILL

dude all three of them were at the park today.

sorry if this is unclear but both tweets are about two completely different people. nowhere is safe

LIKE I MET A GUY WHO WAS ALREADY BEING UNFAIR BY HAVING TWO ACCOUNTS BUT HIS SECONDARY ACCOUNT HAS AN UNCOMMON BRITISH DEROGATORY WORD FOR WOMEN LIKE HELLO ????????

I do think it's majorly because I have to write a report for the govt on my disabilities and I'm like wowww someone is mentally ill enough to beg for money from the govt (literally does not have a normal life because I'm that mentally ill and need help that my family won't provide)

like i'm more open to posting about my personal life here but i talk way more there lol

my stomach deciding it can't live without the anti psychotics is so fun. that shit was gurgling all night

ANYWAYS i'm home and i got my concerta upped so hopefully i will be # normal # productive in the next few weeks

yeah i tried muting for some time (and i still have them muted) but unfortunately i have "press that button that will annoy you" disease so it will have to come to a hard block

manifesting #evilperson in my blood

I should after a bit I just have this unfortunate thing I shouldn't have in this situation called guilt. I block most people willy nilly otherwise