It's hard to accept support, big or small, when you grow up thinking something has to be sacrificed for it. But that perspective keeps you from fully trusting that your friends want to catch you when you can't do it on your own, & don't you know them better than that? Lesson learned: have some faith

I'm not sure if I need a pep talk or an intervention. Probably the first! It's so much brighter in-game than on the dressing room but come ON, this thing's insanely perfect added to the zaps on this stick, I'd kick myself forever if I didn't put my whole entire arse into getting it. wtb fortitude

To put it into perspective: when I was still in school & doing traditional art, I used to ink my stuff in sharpie because it was clear & bold. Maybe that should've been my first clue, but honestly, thin lines are to be feared & respected. Couldn't be me, I'm too busy going big instead of going home

Wouldn't it be nice to punch down the queue of things to do? Right, okay, sweet. Do you have the spoons & you're just stuck for no good reason? Then find out why the brain is putting more energy into avoidance than doing the thing that would give it relief, bc it does silly things to protect itself

Oh right. Ceramics place was a joyful experience & we got to enjoy the chaos of trick or treaters going around the shopping center, & there were plenty of cheerful decorations! I'm excited to pick up my trinket box when it's done, & as it turns out, they're hiring staff. Cross your fingers for me?

This entire idea is why my entire roster over the past 10y has amounted to 'Dude*', with the fancy lil asterisk at the end. Like, "This character might seem like a guy at first glance, but watch out!"
--Art imitates life, & I don't think there's anythin wrong w/ that. You play what you know, ur ok💚

Hey what's up, my layers are abysmally structured but at least I'm having fun with neon colors as usual (WIP)
(tw: mild body horror ? ? ? I don't know where the threshold is these days)