currently listening: plastic cough / great grandpa
currently working on: the divine comedy

currently listening: how it ends / devotchka
currently working on: another day another collage

currently listening: midnight, the stars and you (on repeat) / deerhoof
currently working on: stitch after stitch

“if you can’t fight the fear, do it scared” is the most bleak and exhausting platitude & ive been told so often lately. how about an “i will do everything in my power to protect you” or “yeah, you shouldn’t have to fight to have a right to exist”?
my spikes sharpen a little more every day.

currently listening: new skin for the old ceremony / leonard cohen
currently working on: feeling like a sicko all the time

people who love soft and sweet autistic men hate to see me coming because i am sharp and terrified. can i get a Hell Yeah

currently listening: saved! / rev. kristin michael hayter
currently working on: chemical adjustments

currently listening: altruism / polly urethane & rusty steve
currently working on: side effects

currently listening: the sacrificial code / kali malone
currently working on: more slop that is unmarketable and unsellable and indigestible and reeks

luxury in 2024: a day off and no one asking me for help with anything
luxury in 2025: a job and for everyone to hit me up to share their sorrows

currently listening: paebiru / lula côrtes & zé ramalho
currently working on: watching it dry

currently listening: death of a rabbit / your arms are my cocoon
currently working on: taming the cold rush of blood that pools in my stomach when i permit closeness

currently listening: ~~~ / ana roxanne
currently working on: reflections

currently listening to: in dreams / roy orbison
currently working on: a feeling that i am a ghost with bad eyesight

currently listening: fish?fish./signal receiver
currently working on: relationships between color and movement

currently listening: floating into the night/julee cruse
currently working on: understanding what it means to still be here despite everything

currently listening: what’s tonight to eternity/cindy lee
currently working on: experiments with alcohol ink, acrylic, and chalk

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