tangina bakit ba aki nag onsite monday pOTA

wrote a few words. napped. but wrote!!!!! YAY

same thing w wjh RAAAAHHHH RATTLES MY CAGES

GLUCKIE PO W PRELIMS!!!

and i guess that whole friend group in general. i was friends (AM!!! STILL but yk) w them each one of them pero di ako kabarkada ba ganun eme not eme

ahhh. ok realized smth. i think i was more hurt by the realization she was one of the most impt ppl in my life at that time (esp for an online friend na ive only met irl like 2x)....and i was faced w the reality it wasn't exactly. reciprocated? tipong di pala ako ganun ka importante ba vs her to me

maybe reaching out wasn't a good idea. or maybe the way i did it and continued it wasn't UGH ewan ewan sana na lang talaga ok pa kami. sana ok kami ulit

idk idk!!!! it was just a weird time!!! ewan ko ba!!!! shit just be sad and idk anymore!!!!!

things HAPPENED ans now idk how to cope and didn't know then so dumistansya ako abd that was ok at the same time it wasn't bcs the person id say i was closest to now feels!!!weird to me!!! ans ahe worried too abt me but

some things r jsut hard to explain like this feeling!!!!!