Everything comes out weak in my eyes and I'm disappointed with every stroke. I just get angry after each scribble. I don't know how to motivate myself since I'm really critical about what I do. It's up to me to fix all of this...

It's sad really. I feel like I'll never be able to share my ideas comfortably with anyone. I'm not sure what to do with my so-called hobby anymore now that I can't find any time for it. I'm giving up.

I really just need to push myself one more time and just do what I want to make myself comfortable on the internet again. It's quiet and peaceful enough here, so I think I'll be okay.